it was a summer night
I thought all will by right
everything was normal at the day
I was feeling so free
but then a car was coming
it changed everthing
you died that evening
you were for me everything
one week I can't do anything
I wear only black clothes
I feel so al
I want to look at him. And I want to fall into his embrace, believing that we are still the same. Even at the risk of having my heart broken for eternity, its pieces being carried away by the wind.
Disclaimer: The two are mine, not really but built from my imagination. If there are any similarities to other stories or copyrighted products I am sorry, I didn't mean that.
When you live, without a chance
What will you do?
What will you do, if nobody is there
Nobody who likes you
Nobody who loves you
Nobody who protects you
Nobody who laugh with you
Nobody...
You only see the darkness round you.
It´s cold...
Finally solitude
As she was believing
she was warm and bright
as she was cursed by you
she lost her sense for life
No tears, no solitude
no mercy, no freedom for her
not for her!
But...
Don't want to sleep!
No pain, no shame, no remorse
just go on the habitual way
this sweet little lie easily said
poisoning yourself from deep inside
don't blame me come overwhelming sleep
All these demons crawling under the surface
trying to come visible
never face
I would have died to know you loved me!
Why couldn't you try for me to stay
just until I had convinced you?
Now I'm left back all alone.
Don't you miss me?
Years ago he thought that there would be hope, a sense, a not destroyable will to go on. Now, at the very end, he still wanted to think so, but the reality was nothing less than destructive.
We're so close to death
so distant to this world
can't face the cruelty of this life
Of you go
will I follow?
Can I stay?
Can I stand this world?
Can I face the cruelty of this life?
'What is it, Conan?', she asked worried. 'Please talk to me! You can tell me everything, you know!', she tried to calm him down.
After a few moments, the little boy answered.
'Shinichi won't come back.', he said with an emotionless voice.
He believes in my innocence, my pure
And true soul and heart
I feel like I`m falling apart!
Oh Lord, I ask you to help me
His lover is all I want to be
Tomorrow scares me
every second,
my dream becomes some nightmare
I lose control and slip over
to some world I don't wanna live in
every single mistake,
every wrong word I said
Kills me a thousand times.
I know, I'm sitting here,
and still think about
why I do.
I once got hit
so deep and hard
And no one ever tried
to pick me up.
To reach my hand
so dirty and black
was to much to demand.
See, I can't talk to you
you won't talk to me
You lie, cause you don't know
It's all a matter
of character
There are to many things
I want to tell you
I go on your nerves
and bore you more
than you could do yourself
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to think
Good to know,
Iloved you more
cause that's what I do
Should I care about myself?
Or should I throw away
even that.
My body has no meaning
to me?
My mind is blown away
but I guess there is something left.
I see the sun
the birds that fly
and soft warm air
clouds going by
my feet go
step by step
and for a second
time goes slow
I close my eyes
to feel the beat
to feel the heat
that echoes in my head
this soft red glow
warm and slow
watch the waves go by
no one h
~I'm alive~
I crawl again
Out of this rotten grave
I know I'm strong
and it might be brave
might be stupid
But I know I'll survive
Cause I know I'm alive
Once again
Covered with dirt
You can pull the trigger
if you want
I cannot be hurt
by this one s
And there is this day
I came to see
All you ever guessed about me
all you ever thought about me
it was wrong.
totally wrong
I watch where my thoughts
left my head
and see them fly away
they fly away...
