The Chaosteam - A night under the stars
"What are we going today?" I asked Ash. "Camping! Forgotten already?" "Oh yeah, that's right. I'd completely forgotten!" I didn't feel like going camping. I missed BakuChan and the others.
Dialog 1
Boy: How do you feel now?
Girl: Empty...lonely... There is just me and the room and nothing else... I am alone alone, I am
alone with my emotions, with my feelings, with my mind...
lost in empty space
lost without a trace
feeling alone
but save
while i´m lying inside
my grave
i´m falling
and i´m crawling
dying thousand times
to live only one time right
not to be denied
i´m searching but i do not find
now i´m slowly loosin´
my mind
Beautiful angel
In a world so harsh and cruel
I'm happy having found someone like you
Our life is like an angel's flight
we have to fall if we rise too high
But I...
-human stain-
feeling withered
feeling drained
fragile
and decayed
watching myself
morbid human stain
mortal
and
insane
from the cradle
where i felt save
into this grave
my last life trace
only remembering
your face
Eternal Snow
The girl moved fast and turned arround. But she saw nobodey. She looked around and went away than. Some cherryblossoms flew around and played with the wind. It was May! May also is the name of that sixteen-old girl.
Flying
I´m flying
Cold wind touching my skin
Clouds darkening the sky
Beeing scared of the high
Mountains getting smaler
Smaler like my fear...
Clouds are going on...
like me...
Feeling the warm sun on my face
Wind playing with my hair
Feeling joy...
and then...
Welcome to my Self
Something no one ever saw before
You know
There's something hurting me
And I don't want to hurt you
Guess there's nothing white or blue
Nor black
That's why
I love you when you're gone
I hate you when you're here
'Cause you taste just like th
C
That's right, just ask the pig with meat
That you lose your heart because you spend money to fulfill
That girl laughs at your sorry face
That's right, the love underneath your suit
That's right, the politeness underneath the suit
Even if you don't know the answer to
Pomegranate (zakuro)
My voice screamed out your name
Even if it surely won't reach you my voice
But even so, I'm fine now
One day in my heart you will be...
Embryo
So it was a summer morning in 1983 always beside my beloved mama
Hey, smile at me, just like you always do in the sunlit morning with a distorted expression on your face
Mama's neck is squeezed as she hangs from the heavens bye-bye Mother
Silent tears and
Darkness is my only friend. Darkness never betrays you. Light uncovers all the ugly things of the day. Light is superficial. It stands for vanity and perfection. Values that are worth nothing.
How will you cut
the next time?
I don't feel the pain
anymore
I'm broken from the
inside
Shattered pieces
of my heart
You step on them
When you touched me
You set the first cut
into my soul
I cut myself into pieces
It makes me feel good
You don't have to understand
You don't want to anyways
So don't ask
Leave me all alone
Cutting the life out of me
You fear people closest to me
Don't you trust?
Don't you see?
Don't you feel?
You're most important
Most precious
I'm with you
Don't you fear
I'll stay
