Deep down...
My dreams are broken
So many words are left unspoken
Tears are streaming down my face
You tore apart my heart
Playing out your greatest ace
Just played it out like a dart
Pain is boiling in my brain
It longs to be soothed
I had hoped to never do it again
But I was so wrong
I couldn’t stand this all along
So I took my little razorblade out
And now I’m sitting here
My skin is marred
New scars litter my body
I’m thinking about leaving
I’m down…so deep down I can’t go farther
So…what should I do now?
Kill myself?
Hope that this piece of shit called live will get a little better?
I don’t know what to do
Can you tell me what to do?
Do you know something that can soothe my pain
That can prevent me from dying for a few more days
© S. Rabe 16.03.2007 14.40
