Someday I will...
My heart hurts
I like to scream
But I can’t
My throat is to sore from all the crying
I want to rip my heart apart
It hurts like hell every time I think about
what happens right now in my head
My thoughts just run in circles
I can’t think clearly anymore
I want to make it stop
But I can’t make it stop
Not with normal methods
There’s only one method I can stop this
But I know I can’t use this one
When I use it, I might just cut do deep
I might kill myself…
And I don’t want to kill myself…
Not yet…not now…
But someday I will
© S. Rabe 11.02.2007 22.22
