The one I love
The one I love
has taken me down on my knees,
he breaks my heart and leaves me.
Now I lie on the floor and want to die,
want to forget and want to know.
I regret saying nothing,
regret the lies.
The lies that hide my feelings.
Everytime I hear your voice,
it feels like I´m dying deep inside.
I hate to remember the times with you
but I can’t live without the memorys.
Every thought of you feels like cutting myself.
I still can’t think of anything else.
You promise you’ll call me, you never do.
Was it a lie or do you forget me?
The worst is not to know.
I want to become numb, to turn off the pain.
there’s only one way open, but I can’t leave.
Just a promise confined me to life.
