Title: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Author: vampirekyo a.k.a. Warumono_Toto (@animexx.de)
Band(s): Dir en grey
Pairing(s): Kaoru/Kyo
Rating: PG-13 I think
Genre: Angst, little bit Romance
Disclaimer: I do not own Dir en grey...
I take a deep breath and all my guts together and carefully wake up Pharaoh. He lolls and stretches, looking up at me very sulky. It makes me smile. Like he is going to say: How can you be so impudent to wake me up!?
My beloved Harry,
don’t try to wake me up… cause I’ll never wake up from this deep sleep again.
Don’t cry for me… ‘cause your tears are in vain.
All these emotions you’re feeling now…
Let them pass.
Be as deaf to them as you’ve been to everything else.
Every day I see you cry
I want to help you, ask you why
Please tell what is wrong with you
Is there’s something I can do
Every night I wake up
I see you coming home
I see your blood stained hands
And every word that I could say
Is just another danger Zone!
Oh tell me
Has it really been that long?
He sat on the back of the bench, his feet placed on the seat. Between his fingers a slowly burning cigarette rests, tendrils of smoke rising into the spring air. He casually flicks the ashes, the sight reminiscent of gently falling snow.
Sweet
“When did you last stock up your fridge?”
Ruki blinked up at the bassist leaning over the back of the couch he was sprawled on.
“Huh? Didn’t you just eat a huge gyuudon about 20 minutes ago?” the singer asked teasingly and poked him in the stomach.
I love angels
With chicken wings
But sometimes I love devils too, hehe
They come frough the oven
Into my house
And safe me
White chicken wings
Lalala
Safe what’s good
Lalala
I lie in my bed
With my horse bedlinen
And cry on you
Because you have a artificial leg
Ich bin kein Engländer, so habt Nachsicht mir mir.
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Washed away
The last time I saw you was on a cold winter’s day.
You were standing before me, just how you used to stand.
With his back to me...
You were leaving.
It should have served him as a warning, but this once he let his heart overrule his head and allowed himself to be led on. Fairy-tales were not meant to last, though, and maybe it had just been too good to be true.
Looking out the window,
the heaven cries.
Grey clouds everywhere,
they're hiding the sun.
The sky is like a mirror,
i see me own feelings in it.
Crying tears..so sad.
I love the rain,
it's one of the most..
honest.. things on earth.
The heaven is crying...
She has wings,
black feathers,
but they're broken.
She can't fly.
She is sad,
so sad.
Always crying.
Bleeding.
She wants to die.
Forever.
Fall asleep and
never wake up again.
Nobody is realizing,
that she is dying.
Everyday,
thousand times.
In my dream,
I've been on a graveyard.
I saw a pale girl,
black hair, black dress.
She is crying.
Why is she crying?
In her hands,
thousands of black roses.
A boy, as pale as her,
buried.
Buried in black. Pain.
The black roses,
they're bleeding.
“No one...except you”
* * * * *
No one disturbs me
No one stops me
No one drives me crazy
No one wants me
No one finds me
No one make me feel good
…except you
* * * * *
I’m never a very socialised person.
I think it’s the fault of my dear mother.
Just look at the little girl beside you. How sweet she's smiling, holding an Teddy in her hand. But that's only what she want to pretend the people to see. When you look into her eyes, you can see the truth. But no one looks so deep. She isn't a child anymore but not yet a woman.
