Harry Potter and the Mission of the Tiger   von <span style='color: gray;'>abgemeldet</span>
                        (A tale of love and despair...)
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                                Scars and News
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Title: Harry Potter and the Mission of the Tiger
Author: l'Ciel (Sayuri_Tsushima@lycos.de)
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Harry/Draco, Severus/Neo (OMC), Ron/Hermione
Summary: Voldemort plans another attack on Harry, but Snape can fetch him in
time. At Hogwarts he meets the only other student there (holidays!): Draco
Malfoy, who was rejected by his family when he refused to join Voldemort. And
who is the new DADA-teacher? What will happen in Harry's 6th year at Hogwarts?
Dicclaimer: all belongs to J.K.Rowling (Puh!)
Warning: This is SLASH (m/m) <<gay>>, shagging, but not explicit, fluffy!!!
AN: Enjoy!!! (This is my first (english) fic. - I'm german - please oversee my
mistakes^^)


Harry Potter and the Mission of the Tiger


Chapter One: Scars and News


Harry awoke with a sharp pain in his head. The agony was nearly unbearable this
time. What had started with little itches over the first week of the summer
holidays now ended with pain comparable to the Cruciatus Curse. Disorientated he
grabbed his glasses and put them on. The first rays of sunlight shone though a
gap between the curtains. He absentmindedly rubbed his forehead where his scar
still itched painfully. That was definitely not a good sign! Harry's scar hurt
quite often, especially when he had had one of his nightmares, that haunted his
sleep since Cedric had died more than a year ago, but it stopped normally when
he woke up. This time the pain had lingered some minutes, even while he was
awake.

Harry got up and searched his trunk for a piece of parchment and a quill. He sat
down at the table and began to write;


Professor Dumbledore,

I am sorry to interrupt your holiday, but my scar hurts more and more. The
amount of pain becomes unbearable, I fear. My relatives won't give me a muggle
painkiller, and get quite angry when I wake them in the early morning with my
screams. I find it hard to admit that I can not go on like this - please help
me!

Harry


He opened Hedwig's cage and tied the note to her leg. Before he opened the
window to let her out, he patted her neck. She hooted and picked his hand to
comfort him a bit. "Clever girl!" he whispered, "Fly to Dumbledore and return
safely!" 

He watched her disappear in the cloudy sky before he went to the bathroom. A
little later he entered the kitchen and started to make breakfast. In a few
minutes Uncle Vernon, Aunt Petunia and Dudley would wake up and demand their
meal...

~


The same time in the dungeons at Hogwarts, a greasy haired Potions master yawned
broadly and pulled the bedcovers further over his head. But the annoying tapping
on his shoulder wouldn't go away. He opened one eye and glared at the frightened
house-elf in front of him. "What's the matter, Humpy? There is something people
call 'holiday'. In this time you are allowed to sleep the whole day!"

The elf cleared its throat. "The Headmaster wants to talk to you immediately. He
says it's very important and you have to hurry!" Snape growled and sat up.
Lazily he straightened his back and walked to the bathroom. The mirror made a
few comments on his (dreadful) looks, but he didn't listen (as always) and began
to brush his teeth. After he had finished he took some black robes out of the
dresser and put them on. He exited his rooms and climbed the stairs to the hall,
when he bumped into somebody. 

Albus looked at him furiously. "When I say  'immediately' and 'very important',
I think you could hurry a bit, Severus!" Snape glared at the headmaster and put
a "I just woke up - my brain is a mess"-look on his face, but Dumbledore seemed
to be deadly serious and he stopped it at once. 

"So - what's the matter, Albus? Has Voldemort planed to blow us up in five
minutes or has Potter had one of his silly nightmares again?" Dumbledore glared
and turned towards the next stairs and gave Snape a sign to follow. 


When they entered Dumbledore's office, the Headmaster sat down behind his desk
and rubbed his temples. /Something must be terribly wrong!/, Snape thought.
Dumbledore looked out of the window and cleared his throat:

"It has, indeed, something to do with Potter. (Snape growled.) The Order found
information about a planed attack on the boy. The source is absolutely reliable
and I'm sure, if we don't act immediately, it will be too late! On the other
hand, as you know, Voldemort is aware of your treachery, so there's no reason to
spare you, while all other members of The Order work hard every day. Your task
will be to fetch the boy at his relative's house and bring him to Hogwarts as
quickly as possible. (Snape snorted in disgust, and Dumbledore gave him a stern
look.) You cannot use the floo-network and Harry is unable to apparate, so
you'll have to take the bus. Leave as quickly as possible - Any questions?"

Snape's face was pale when he shook his head and got up from the chair to leave
the office. The Headmaster's eyes sparkled.

"Ah - Severus, if you're interested! The new DADA-teacher is Professor
Mc'Caughn, you know him already, don't you?" Snape stood abruptly and turned on
his heel. "What?" Dumbledore smiled and made a gesture to make him hurry out of
the office.


Snape nearly ran back to his dungeon. /What the hell was the old fool thinking
to send me after Potter, and WHY THE BLOODY HELL had he to employ, of all stupid
playboys, Gabriel Neo Mc'Caughn? What have I done to earn THIS?/

He stopped at the picture with the fruitplate and tickled the pear. The painting
moved and he climbed through the hole behind it. Suddenly he found himself
surrounded by house-elves. He quickly ordered a small breakfast, a bag with food
for two persons and a mug of green tea to his rooms. 

After he had exited the kitchens, he returned to the dungeons, where he fetched
some potions from his private store and went back to his chambers. He put the
potions next to the food (that an elf had brought) on the table and opened the
dresser. He took out a pair of black leather trousers and a tight, black roll
collar-shirt. He stepped in his leather boots, which reached to the middle of
his shanks and pulled a long muggle-coat out of the bottom of the dresser. He
entered the bathroom and faced (once in a decade) the mirror. The pulled his
hair back in a ponytail and grabbed a dagger from under the bathtub and tied the
sheath to his left thigh. When he exited the bath again he shrunk the foodbag to
the size of a purse and put it in the inner pocket of his coat, next to the
potionvials. /Ready to go.../


He left the castle and walked down the road to Hogsmead. The summer was quite
cold this year: The sun shone still bright, but it wasn't hot anymore and
Severus didn't sweat in his coat, because a cold breeze blew from the north.
Some dark clouds darkened the sky in this direction - it would rain soon!

~

Albus Dumbledore just sipped his morning tea, when a white owl tapped against
his window. He let her in and took the letter from her leg. "Ah - Hedwig! Have a
break at the owlery before you return, hmm?" When the bird was gone he opened
the letter and read. /Poor boy - but maybe it will get better here. Poppy can
give him something to lessen the pain/.

~

Harry woke, when somebody slapped his but. /What the hell.../ "Dudley!" The
stably build boy smiled broadly. "Sleeping in the kitchen! Harry, you're an
absolute freak! Hurry up, you lazy piece of sh-" 

"Dudders! Language!" Petunia entered the room, followed by her husband. "Harry,
you're so useless - can't you even make breakfast? Stop being so selfish!"

Harry frowned. Why had he to fall asleep in the kitchen? And - why the hell -
had he dreamed of Snape? /Greasy git!/ He sighed while putting the dishes on the
table and returned to the stove to look after the (slightly burned) bacon.


TBC

Beta-read by Mary (thank you^^)
All possible remaining mistakes are mine

l'Ciel


                               Back to Hogwards
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Chapter Two: Back to Hogwarts


When Severus reached the borders of the woods, that surrounded Hogwarts, he
looked around, and when he saw nobody near him, he apparated. 

The wood behind the playground was small, but dense. He observed his
surroundings quietly and when he was sure he was alone he made his walk down the
next street: 'Privet Drive'. 

Number four looked as normal as every house, except for the dark dressed figure
that knocked on the door. A skinny, dark haired, teenage boy opened it. He
seemed truly surprised when he saw his Potion-master. "Professor? What are you
doing here?" Snape snorted, "Polite as always, Potter?" 

The boy was a bit taken aback to see his teacher in such a situation (and
clothing), but the shout from the living room brought him back to reality.
"Who's there, boy?" Harry still stared at the man in front of him, when Vernon
Dursley entered the hall and pushed him away. Snape glared at the boy and then
at his Uncle. "I'm Mr. Potter's Teacher at Hogwarts. I have order from the
Headmaster to take him there NOW, because The Dark Lord planned another attack
on him. Potter, pack your things and hurry up a bit!"

Vernon Dursley stared at the stranger for a moment and then became deep red.
"Harry?" The boy looked at his Uncle. "Yes, Uncle Vernon?" The redheaded man
still stared at the dark figure in front of him. "Is that true?" 

"Yes." 

"Go! And don't dare to come back when somebody is still after you. You will no
longer endanger my family! Pack your things and GO!" 

Harry ran up the stairs and took his wand out of his pocket: "Contino!" All his
belongings flew towards him and landed inside his trunk, "Parveri Massus" and
the trunk got as light as a feather, "Parveri Volumina!" and as small as a book.
Harry took it in one hand, his wand in the other. He took his cloak from behind
the door, inside the interior pocket was his invisibly-cloak.

He quickly descended the stairs and passed his relatives without a word. Snape
stood near the door. "Ready?" "Sure." "Don't wanna say good-bye?" "Good-bye."
Snape looked at him for a moment and opened the door. "Bye then, Dursley."
Vernon snorted behind their backs and threw the door shut, when Harry and Snape
disappeared around the corner.


Severus lifted his wand and a moment later the bus stopped next to them. Stan
Shunpike opened the door and Snape pushed Harry inside and paid for both of
them, with hot chocolate. They got two beds in the back of the bus, second
level. Harry hadn't said a word since they left his relatives.
 
When Stan brought the chocolate, Harry tried to hide his scar, but to no avail.
Stan just wanted to say something (to the whole bus) when Severus made a sign;
be quiet! Stan put the cups on a little table next to Harry's bed and shook his
hand. "Nice to meet you again!" Harry smiled politely and Stan made a nod
towards Snape and disappeared back to the front. 

They drank their chocolate in silence. Snape had taken out the food and when
they had finished, Harry cleared his throat. "I didn't know you liked
chocolate." Snape glared at him. "Why should I NOT like chocolate?" Harry
shrugged his shoulders. "Dunno, don't suit to your usual behavior."

They spent the rest of the journey in silence. Harry slept a bit, while Snape
stayed awake, if something unforeseen would happen...

~

Draco sat under a tree near the lake. The afternoon was cloudy and the first
raindrops fell and drew circles onto the surface of the lake. The ground beneath
his hands was wet and his clothes got dirty, but this Draco didn't bother. The
old, arrogant prat died the moment he had to leave his home. His mother had
looked at him in disgust, while his father's face hadn't shown any sign of
emotion. But it might have been even worse, he thought. What would have
happened, if his parents hadn't sent him to Hogwarts - would he still be alive?


A noise behind him caught his attention. Madam Pomfrey, her face hid under the
huge umbrella, held her hand towards him. He took it and she led him back to his
chamber. Dumbledore had given it to him with the explanation he shouldn't be
alone in the dungeon.

He sat on the edge of the four-poster-bed and pulled the dirty boots from his
feet. Poppy had taken his cloak from him. She was a lot around, always helping.
Was that the way a usual mother acted, he wondered? His mother had never done
such a thing...

~

Harry woke up, when somebody touched his shoulder. He opened his eyes and
wondered where he was, when he remembered. Snape impatiently cleared his throat.
"Time to get up - we will be at Hogsmead in a few minutes!" Harry nodded. His
head felt dizzy - he really hated busses! The bus came to halt and they got out.
Snape watched their environment carefully. When he found nothing strange he
nodded and they walked up the road to the castle. It had begun to rain and heavy
droplets changed the road into a mudpool. Once Harry nearly lost his balance,
but Snape caught his hand in time. The boy muffled a "thanks" and they continued
their walk. 

They reached Hogwarts half an hour before dinner, but instead of heading for the
Gryffindor tower Snape showed Harry his room for the rest of the holiday. There
were two huge canopy-beds, two dressers, a mirror, a fireplace and two
comfortable looking seats. Next to the entry was the door to a rather large
bathroom. Snape was to exit the room when he turned a last time. "You will share
this room with Mr. Malfoy. He had a hard time, be nice to him or you will regret
it. Dinner will be served in twenty minutes." Harry nodded absentmindedly. /Why,
of all people, Malfoy? Had he (Harry) not enough problems to cope with? And why
was the stupid Slytherin at Hogwarts?/

~

Dumbledore smiled when Harry sat down at the round table in the middle of the
great hall. Only a few staff members where there besides the two students. Next
to Dumbledore sat Professor Mc Gonagall, next to Prof. Flitwick, beside him the
students, and beside them Prof. Snape, Madam Pomfrey and Prof. Sprout. Between
her and Dumbledore was an empty chair. Everybody just wanted to start eating,
when Filch opened the door. Behind him stood a cloaked figure. Dumbledore stood
up and exchanged a few silent words with the person. Harry looked at Prof. Mc
Gonagall questioningly. She shrugged her shoulders. Snape glared at her,
"Obviously the new DADA." Sprout tipped her finger against her forehead, "OF
course, Severus, that must be HIM..." Pomfrey giggled, while Harry was utterly
confused. Draco raised an eyebrow and turned his head to Harry, "A playboy from
Witch-weekly..."


TBC


AN: Kinda boring - but it's the introduction... gets better - promise^^


Beta-read by Mary (thank you^^)
All possible remaining mistakes are mine

l'Ciel


                            Evenings and Awakenings
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Chapter Three: Evenings and Awakenings


Harry observed the figure closely. He, or she, wore an old, dusty brown cloak,
that reached his, or her, ankles and black boots. Silver strands of hair fell
over his (?) face, barely visible under the large, black hat. Dumbledore and the
stranger came towards the table and the Headmaster pulled the chair next to his
own back. The stranger thanked him with a high, but unmistakeably male voice. He
undid the clasp of his cloak and hung it and his hat over the back of the chair,
before he sat down and smiled at everyone.

Harry gasped: long, ethereal, silver-white hair fell down to his hips, bound in
a single plait. His light blue eyes sparkled and the white skin shone slightly
in the dim light in the great hall. Only when Draco kicked his foot did he close
his mouth.

~

/Great!/, Severus thought and tried not to look at the new DADA teacher in front
of him. Dumbledore smiled broadly. "May I introduce Professor Gabriel Neo
Mc'Caughn!" The female staff members giggled and Snape glared even deeper. The
students looked at him with interest and Dumbledore went on. "He is the new DADA
teacher this year, and I hope the next years, too. I think some of you have
heard something about him already, and Severus, you know each other, I suppose?"
Snape snorted and Mc'Caughn smiled. "Yes, we do, Albus. It's always a pleasure
to meet you again, Severus, it's been a while" "Indeed." was the only thing
Snape said, before he continued his meal. Mc'Caughn glared at him in a manner,
Harry had thought, only Snape was able to.

When they had finished their meal, everybody went back to their chambers, except
for Snape, who had been given the 'honor' to show Mc'Caughn his rooms. On the
way up to the East tower they didn't speak a word until the came to halt in
front of a white door. "This will be your room, the password is 'Honeysuckle'.
If there is anything you need, let me know." 

Snape turned on his heel, but a strong hand held him back. He turned back and
stared at the man in front of him. Mc'Caughn smiled sadly and closed his eyes
briefly before he opened his mouth. "You didn't like me, when we last met, I
know, but can we be at last civil? I don't want to argue all the time, please."
Snape didn't believe his ears. Had Gabriel Neo Mc'Caughn just used the word
'please'? He shook his head and looked him directly in the face, but all he
could see was sadness and regret. "All right."

He just wanted to go, when the hand stopped him again. "Do you want a coffee
before you go?" Snape wanted to say 'no - go to hell! ' But instead he nodded
and followed the new professor inside.

~

The first room was a living room and a study in one: The floor was wooden, fair
brown, as the furniture. High windows were on two walls, decorated with soft
velvet curtains in dark blue. The walls were colored white, like the couch and
the armchair next to the low table in one corner of the room. Some bookshelves
and a desk stood at the other wall. 

Two doors led from the room, one to a bath room, the other to the bedroom. The
bath was rather large. Beside a shower was a large bathtub, next to a full-lengh
mirror, everything made out of white marble and bronze. The bedroom was huge,
too. Walls and carpet were deep; ocean blue and the dresser, chair and the bed
from the same fair wood like the furniture in the livingroom. The canopy and the
curtains round the bed were transparent white, like the window curtains. Gabriel
smiled happily. /Beautiful, Albus, you know what your teachers need./ 

Severus had ordered some coffee and they sat on the couch, talking about
teaching, politics, books, hair-care products (that Severus could use to prevent
the potions and their fumes to make his hair that greasy...), etc. Their
conversation was amazingly nice and when Severus excused himself late that night
they were both smiling.

~

Harry had just climed the stairs from the great hall, when he realized that he
had to share his new room with Malfoy. But suprisingly the boy had been civil
the evening and seemed somehow different. When Harry entered their room, he
found the blonde sitting on the windowsill, looking outside, and wearing nothing
but his boxers. Harry, slightly embarrassed, took quietly a towel and his
pyjamas out of his trunk and took a shower. When he re-entered the room, Malfoy
was asleep.

Harry sat down on his bed and had a closer look at the room: The furniture was
dark wooden, the floor cream colored, like the walls, the curtains and armchairs
a deep black. He yawned and climbed between the sheets. Sleep came quickly...


'The sky was clear, thousands of stars illuminated the night and the moon shone
brightly, like a silver gem below the water, and the lake reflected its light. A
whistling movement in the air carried the sound of the forest. Near the water,
surrounded by darkness stood a boy, his eyes closed and the fair hair dancing
around his emotional face. He cried. Clear droplets of water ran down his
cheeks, caressing the soft skin, touching these sensual, pink lips... Harry
sighed. Suddenly he got aware that he was standing directly in front of Draco
Malfoy, in the middle of the night at the lake and thinking about his lips! '

He awoke, sweaty and confused. /Draco MALFOY - in HIS dreams?!/ He turned around
and stared into those grey-blue orbs. "Fucking Hell!" Malfoy smiled
sarcastically. "Is my presence THAT arousing, Potter? Or are you just having
'sweet dreams'?" "Malfoy, why the hell should I..." 

He was shocked. More than shocked! /Morning Glory and Malfoy? How sick is this?
I NEED TO GET OUT! NOW!!!/ 
He jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom. His erection was nearly gone
/Malfoy?/ and he took a quick shower, before he returned to the room, taking a
robe out of his trunk and putting it on. He quickly made his way out to
breakfast, avoiding any further conversation with Malfoy.

TBC

Gets better, but you'll have to wait a little bit more - chapters are really
short


Beta-read by Mary (thank you^^)
All possible remaining mistakes are mine

l'Ciel


                                 Concealments
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Chapter Four: Concealments


Malfoy was highly amused. He hadn't had so much fun in weeks - well, the last
weeks hadn't been fun at all! /Who thinks it fun to be disowned, rejected by
your family, after you once say what you think and then finding out you're gay?
At least I'm free of Voldemort - for now./ His good mood vanished quickly, and
when he sat down at the breakfast table it was completely gone. Harry was
glaring daggers at him and Snape was occupied talking to the new DADA. /Wait -
Snape chatting with that playboy?/

Draco observed his Potions teacher closer; Snape was smiling, happily chatting
with Mc'Caughn as if they were old friends. /That was grotesque! Well, maybe
they were old friends - hadn't Dumbledore said something like that?/ He shrugged
his shoulders and continued his meal, when he accidentally hit a foot.

~

Gabriel's day had started quite well. In the early morning (around 1.30 am)
Severus had left, them being friends, as he hoped. He had slept wonderfully and
after a long bath in the later morning (about 8:50 am), he had descended the
many stairs down to the great hall. Albus had greeted him friendly and the other
teachers had begun a conversation quickly. Severus had obviously tired out his
'special mixed shampoo', his hair looked wonderful. Two students were at
Hogwarts - he had to ask why after breakfast!
But a question from Severus let him forget his thoughts and they chatted for a
while over Concealing-Potions and their Antidotes.

When breakfast was over, he followed Dumbledore, chatting over muggle sweets,
when he remembered his question. "Why are students staying at Hogwarts during
the holidays? The last time 'somebody' asked to stay, it was impossible." 

Albus nodded sadly and they entered his study. "Well, Gabriel, this time it's
the only way to protect them. One of them, as you surely have seen, is Harry
Potter. You yourself brought me the information that Voldemort planned an attack
on him." 

"I know, my spy is reliable and I'm sure Voldemort doesn't know about him, but
who's the other boy?"

 "Draco Malfoy."

 "Lucius' son? Oh my - what happened? I haven't heard anything about him
lately." 

"He refused to join the Death Eaters - Lucius rejected him at once."

 "You mean he sent him to Hogwarts to protect him and save his life." 

"What are you hinting at?" 

"Like the father, so the son" 

"Lucius is your spy?"

 "Yes."

~

Dinner was long finished. Harry stood on the top of the astronomy tower. Sighing
he looked down the stony wall into the depth beneath him. /One move and
everything ends - the pain, the fear, the hope to defeat him, when Dumbledores
doll is broken...Am I only a thing to kill Voldemort? Sirius - where are you
when I need you so much? Damn! If you didn't protect ME you would still be alive
after all - like Cedric!/ 

But he didn't jump; he just stared at the world around him, when he heard a
noise behind him. He turned around and saw Professor Mc'Caughn approaching out
of the shadows. "Beautiful sunset this evening, Mr. Potter. Everything
alright?"

 "Sure, Professor." They stood in silence, when Harry cleared his throat. "Can I
ask you some questions?"

"Sure, Mr. Potter." 

"Have you been a teacher before?"

 "Yes." 

"Where?"

 "Durmstrang." 

Harry coughed. "I didn't expect that." he admitted, "Why have you come here
then?" 

"The school, as you know, has a different attitude towards Dark Arts than
Hogwarts. I wasn't teaching DEFENCE against the Dark Arts, there." 

"So you taught Dark Arts?" 

"Yes, but the headmaster wanted me to teach them the Unforgiveables and I
resigned." 

"I see." 

"Any other questions?" 

"Yes - you, you don't have anything to do with Voldemort, do you?" 

Mc'Caughn laughed: "No, surely not! Do you think Dumbledore would let me
anywhere near you when I was one of his shoelickers?"

 "I heared you were at Hogwards - which house?"

 "Slytherin. My father wanted me in Ravenclaw, but I wasn't diligent enough!" 

He was silent for a moment, but when he continued, his voice was sad: "I also
wanted to stay with my friends: Avery, Bella, Nott and Severus, of course. You
have to know, they weren't always as they are today. I think Bella made the
biggest change..." 

"Bellatrix Lestrange?"

"Yes." 

"She killed my god-father." 

"I know, I'm an Order member, too." 

" And what is your task this year?"

"Protect you." 

"But I'm save at Hogwards." 

"We hope so - but you never know!"


After a while, when the sun had set, Gabriel walked Harry back to his room:
"Good night, Mr. Potter." 

"It's Harry. Night, Professor." 

"Outside from classes it's Gabriel, then. Good night, Harry." He closed the door
behind the boy. Albus had told him that it was only visible for people, who
didn't want to harm the boys. /Good spell, Albus! You're the master of
concealing things! And manipulating!/

~

They days passed slowly, nothing special happened. Malfoy was civil most of the
time, nearly friendly. Professor Mc'Caughn and Professor Snape were seen
together a lot and Harry wondered what had changed the usual cold and nasty
Snape to a happily chatting and friendly man. Even his outer appearance had
changed; his hair wasn't greasy at all and he wore his black robes in a more
comfortable manner, if he didn't wear muggle clothes, like jeans and T-shirts,
like this day. Harry watched him and Mc'Caughn from the other side of the lake,
walking and talking. He was on his way to the quidditch-pitch, when he met
Malfoy.

The blonde was carrying his broom and walking in his direction. When he had
reached Harry, he smiled slightly. "Practice? Wanna train together, while there
isn't anybody else anyway?" 

"Would be okay with me, Malfoy." 

"It's 'Draco', if you don't mind." 

"Alright, it's 'Harry' then, too." They walked together to the pitch. Malfoy
took the snitch out of the locker rooms and set it free. Harry, who was flying
already, followed the little ball, while Draco pushed himself up from the ground
and joined him. Quickly they were chasing the snitch mercilessly...

When they returned to the ground hours later, they were both tired and sweaty.
Harry, who had caught the snitch more often (41:38) had a shower first, while
Draco polished his broom. When he had finished and changed, he left the bath for
Draco and sat on the windowsill, where Draco had sat days ago. The view outside
was amazing; the last rays of the drowning sun illuminated the sky with golden
and red light that vanished into blue, letting the clouds shine pink and violet.
The lake reflected the whole thing, cut by the sharp, dark shadow of the forest
and the pale, grey mountains forming the horizon. He was so deeply caught by the
beauty of the nature around him, that he didn't hear Draco approach from behind.
"Beautiful, isn't it?" 

"Oh, Draco you... - yes, it is!"


/Why do I feel this way, when he is near? At dinner, when he sat beside me and
our feet met accidentally, at the pitch, when we flew sync, or when he stands
behind me, a hand on my shoulder...Fucking hell! I'm straight, why...? I AM
straight, am I not?/


AN// Yahoo! It gets interesting - slightly - at least^^ I always like reviews
and constructive critics!


Beta-read by Mary (thank you^^)
All possible remaining mistakes are mine

l'Ciel


                        Hangovers and other Confusions
                        ------------------------------


Chapter Five: Hangovers and other Confusions!

Dinner was nothing special, but his nervousness killed Harry's appetite and he
left quickly, leaving Draco behind. The blonde boy was slightly confused by his
rash actions, but didn't follow the upset one. /His moods are surely not my
concern!/ But he was concerned! Everything had been fine this afternoon. They
had been friendly towards each other and Draco had hoped the former differences
between them were kind of solved, but now he wasn't sure about it. Why had Harry
ignored him since they left their room? Was Draco an intruder in Harry's privacy
by stepping behind him earlier? But he didn't think the black haired boy was so
sensitive - maybe Harry was just in a bad mood out of the blue? He didn't really
know him well, after all! /Must be his way!/ He told himself, but deep inside he
knew that something was amiss. /Why should I care?/ Deep in his subconscious
thoughts he cared.

When Draco entered their room Harry lay on his bed, asleep, a towel around his
waist. Draco stared at the muscular, lithe form on the mattress, before he
pulled the covers over the slightly shivering boy. /I didn't know he is so
beautiful - at least when he sleeps!/, he had to admit to himself, before he got
to bed, /Beautiful, indeed.../

~

Snape yawned deeply. When he tried to move his stiff neck, he grew aware of his
uncomfortable position. He lay on a couch, head on a pillow against one
elbow-rest (stiff neck - ouuch!), something heavy and warm on top of his lap,
one leg against the back of the couch, one on the table nearby. He moved his
gaze to the 'something' on his lap: Gabriel - slightly snorting and deeply
asleep. Snape growled and rubbed his forehead. He had a damn headache.

On the table stood a nearly empty bottle, labelled as 'baileys'. /Damn
Muggle-alcohol! What happened? I cannot remember.../ The man on his lap shifted
and muffled ("Fucking light...") something, as he tucked a part of Severus robes
over his head. Snape glared at him for a moment and tipped gently at his
shoulder: "Gabriel?" The fair-haired man jumped up in a swift movement. 

"What the... Severus? What happened, I mean, I can't remember, what the hell did
we...?" He blushed. "Oh my god! We didn't, did we?" 

Snape shook his head in utter disbelief. "I don't think so, we're both dressed
and..." He looked at his colleague. "Why are your robe-buttons open?" 

Mc'Caughn shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know, you should know that!" 

"I can't remember." 

"Fine!"

Gabriel buttoned his robes and looked at the mirror (next to the door). "Bloody
hell! My hair is a disaster! Can you give me the brush on the shelf next to you?
Thanks!" 

He began to brush his hair while Severus straightened his robes and walked
towards the door. He stopped and looked at Gabriel. He smirked. "Well - whatever
happened, we should do it soon again." Then he left without waiting for an
answer. Gabriel shook his head and made his way to the bathroom. /God! I really
need a cold shower! /

~

Dumbledore smiled slightly, as a grinning Potions master entered the hall five
minutes too late to breakfast. When ten minutes from then a blushing
DADA-teacher entered and muffled something about having been distracted; he
couldn't suppress a giggle. Mc'Caughn smiled innocently and Snape eyed the
longhaired man meaningfully, before he returned his attention back to the
scrambled eggs and bacon on his plate. 

The headmaster let his view glide from person to person: Minerva was reading a
magazine while chewing on a piece of toast, Fillius and Poppy were talking about
healing charms and the new flavoured chocolate at honeydukes. While Professor
Sprout was eagerly explaining the functions of honeysuckle's to Harry, who
didn't seem to listen, but instead blinked to Draco Malfoy, who seemed to be
buried in his own thoughts. 

Severus and Gabriel were arguing about Quidditch (who was the better team:
Glasgow Hunters or Brighton Elves, favoured by Gabriel). Dumbledore's gaze
returned to Professor Sprout and he listened a while to her explanations.
"Honeysuckle's are beautiful flowers, in Latin 'Lonicera Caprifolium', and
useful! Muggles used them as medicine in the old Muggle-China, but Wizards use
it even more. In Love-Potions it's used, and in Healing-Potions as well...". But
soon Albus' thoughts wandered off to Draco. /Poor boy! And brave, I'd never
imagined that he would stand up against his father - but Lucius seems to have
changed his points and loyalties, too, didn't he?! And gifted was the boy,
ambitious!/ Albus thought sadly. He had the feeling, that Draco would play an
important part in the upcoming events. /How long will it take until Voldemort
attacks the school? If that is, what he wants, then he should hurry, because the
Order gets stronger and stronger with every passing day, since the Ministry
supports us so well. When does he plan the attack, which he does plan for sure!/
He sighed sadly.

~

Draco played with the fork. Breakfast was, as usual, boring and he tried not to
think too much. But in his head he couldn't forget the picture that had haunted
him the whole night long - Harry. Harry nearly naked, Harry asleep, Harry with
morning glory, Harry blushing, Harry... /Fucking hell!/, he thought, /Will this
never end!/

When had it started? When Draco had first seen Harry at Diagon Alley? No -
surely not! At Hogwarts, first year, when Potter had turned away his hand?
Ridiculous! When he had seen him falling off his broom in third year? Maybe...
but not very likely! During the first task of the tri-magical-competition, when
the boy fought against the dragon? More likely... or in the fifth year when
Harry he had silently observed the black-haired (who got more beautiful with
every passing day)? That must have been it! Even when he had been a prefect he
hadn't used it too much against 'future savior of the wizarding world'... 

Draco sighed softly. /I'm totally insane! Attracted to Harry-Fucking-Potter!/
But Draco couldn't ignore, that Harry had impressed him. Even though he was the
son of a Death-Eater, the 'great' Lucius Malfoy, Harry was nice to him, even
friendly. The Slytherin sighed again and stood up from his chair. "Excuse me..."
he mumbled and left the hall.

~

Snape had studied his students' behavior for some moments. When Draco left he
was slightly worried and quickly excused himself from the table to follow his
'charge'. Dumbledore had asked him to look after the boy, when the blonde had
emerged at the castle in the beginning of the holidays with the explanation, he
couldn't go back to the manor. When the boy told him his tale, he was shocked.
He had not thought Lucius, who he had known quite well until a year ago, was
able to do THIS to his own (and only) son. When Snape had heard, that Lucius was
a spy he knew that the father only wanted to protect his son - but it was hard
on Draco. 

He remembered a night, long years ago, a few weeks after Draco was born, when
Lucius had asked him to be there for Draco, if something happened to him and his
wife. Nobody was safe with Lord Voldemort around - nobody! 

But Snape would stand by his word and so he went after the boy. He found him
curled up between the roots of an ancient oak near the lake. Severus knew that
it was Draco's favourite place to hide, when he had to think 'things through'.
Poppy had often found him there. The Potions master wondered at the thought,
since Potter had arrived Draco was in a highly better mood! /The company of one
in his age will do him good - even if it is THE Gryffindor-boy, Harry Potter,
the Boy-who-lived./

When he emerged from the shadows Draco hastily turned around, but immediately
relaxed, when he saw his Potions-teacher. Snape smiled slightly and sat next to
the student. They looked at the lake before Snape began to speak. "You're
worried, lad, what's the matter? Old worries?" 

Draco lazily shook his head. "No." 

Snape was a bit confused. "Then new ones?" Draco nodded and looked away. /Was
the boy blushing?/ Snape cleared his throat. "Want to talk about it? I'm quiet
as a grave!" 

Draco shrugged his shoulders and blushed slightly. "You know, Professor, it's
kinda private. I'm not sure you want to know." 

Snape wondered. This behavior didn't suit the extrovertive Slytherin-leader he
had known for years, but when he thought about it... 

Since he had left his family Draco had changed dramatically. He was introvertive
and silent, at times deeply melancholic. Snape had watched him a while in the
outside. The boy had played with his cat. "Aimé" was her name, when he
remembered right. Draco had got her for his fifth birthday. When he had went to
Hogwarts, his parents had let the pet stay behind, against the boy's wish, but
obviously Draco had taken her with him, when he had left the manor. That
afternoon the grey pet had laid on Draco's lap and the blonde had absentmindedly
crawled her fur for hours, thinking about whatever - Snape didn't know.

He looked at the boy. "If you wanna talk, I will listen." 

Draco sighed. "I wanna talk, but it's difficult - I'm so confused! You know...
you remember the talk we had last year about my sexuality? It's a bit like
that." 

Snape was utterly surprised. He had thought the boy was troubled with the
situation of his 'family' or maybe Voldemort, but he hadn't even imagined it was
about his love life. (AN/ Draco's love-life! Snape hasn't got one - until
now...^^) He smiled reassuringly at the boy. "Go on!"

Draco cleared his throat, blushing heavily. "I think I'm attracted to somebody."
/He makes a face like the world is breaking apart!/, Snape thought, highly
amused by the redheaded boy. 

"Well - who is it? I think you always had an exquisite taste before, so why not
in lovers?" Draco blushed even more (if that was possible) and turned his head
away. 

"I don't think you'll agree with me this time, though my taste", he grinned, "is
most exquisite and this person fits my requirements in every way." 

"So?" Snape grinned, "What's so special about him, then?"

 Draco smiled dreamily. "Oh, he is intelligent (Snape grinned slightly),
brave..." Snape lifted one eye-brow, "How Gryffindorish!" 

Draco laughed. "Oh - I fear he is!" 

Snape growled. "Why a Gryffindor? -Tell me more about him." 

"He's quite popular and extremely beautiful; tall, nice body, muscular, slightly
tanned, dark hair..." he sighed again, "And totally straight!" His voice sounded
frustrated. 

"How do you know?" Snape asked, more to calm the blonde, instead of giving him
hope (A GRYFFINDOR!!!). 

"I don't. But why should I be so lucky? Even if he isn't, he could have
everyone, why me?" 

Snape didn't like what he heard. /Could it be that.../ "Why do you think he
could have everyone?" he asked, slightly uncomfortable with his thoughts.
/Surely Draco wouldn't, would he?/ 

"Because he's famous." 

Snape howled like a wolf. /It couldn't be!/ "Potter!" 

"Yes."

Suddenly Snape heard a sob. He quickly turned to Draco, who had pulled his knees
up to his shoulders and wrapped his arms around his knees like a small,
frightened child. Snape laid his hand on the boy's shoulder, when Draco hugged
him around his waist and heavily sobbed against his shoulder. Taken aback Snape
put his arms comforting around the boy, whose sobs turned into little whimpers
and eventually faded. 

When Draco had stopped crying Snape put a finger under the boy's chin and lifted
their eyes to one level. Draco sniffed silently. "I dunno why I react this way,
I'm so completely confused! Why does it hurt so much to think about him? He even
doesn't know my name!" 

"Of course he knows your name!", Snape said confused, before the blonde
interrupted him. 

"I know - but he doesn't even see me! He just knows the stupid git I used to
be!" Snape gently rubbed his back. 

"I know he doesn't know your better sides, but if you want him to know, you have
to show him!" 

Draco sighed. "So you accept my decisions?" 

"I don't have to accept anything of this, it's not my business!" 

"But your opinion matters to me!" 

"I'm okay with it, as long as you don't do anything stupid!" 

"I won't!" 

"Then let's go back to the castle again. You have to wash your face!"

They got up from the ground and Snape put an arm on Draco's back as they
returned to the castle in a comforting silence...


Beta-read by Mary


AN/ I don't need a beta anymore - just for those who read the note earlier...
Story is progressing! I have the ending in my head - just need to write
everything down! Cya l'Ciel^^


                        Teacher's Amusements, part one
                        ------------------------------


AN// I changed something in chapter 4: Gabriel is the same age as Lucius Malfoy,
he doesn't know Tom Riddle (best you read that part again, if you have read the
old version) Sorry - had to be made for the ongoing of the story!  ~ lCiel


Chapter Six: Teacher's Amusements, part one


Gabriel still sat at the table, when Severus re-entered the hall. The
black-haired wizard smiled gently and walked over to him. "Do you have any plans
for today?" Gabriel looked up to him. 

"No, I haven't. Do you?" 

"I thought we could make a trip to Diagon Alley, I need some Potion-supplies I
can't get owled here and I wouldn't say no to a drink in the Leaking Cauldron."


"Sure! I'd like to join you there." 

He got up and they made their way to the doors. When they reached the stairs,
Gabriel turned left to the east tower, while Severus went down to the dungeons.
/I need to ask the headmaster to change the location of my rooms - it takes far
too long to go down there every time!/ He said the password and the torch owner
turned to the right. Severus pulled at it and the door glide open. 

He quickly passed the living area and opened the bedroom-door. He opened the
dresser and pulled some Muggle-clothes out of the top-layer. He undid the
buttons of his robe and the black cloth fell to his ankles. He stepped out of it
and hung it over the back of a chair. He took the tight fitting blue jeans on
and grabbed the black shirt. He stepped into his leather-boots and took the jean
jacket from behind the door, before he got some money out of the nightstand and
walked back to the entrance hall, out of the dungeons. 

He didn't have to wait long for Gabriel to emerge from the top of the stairs,
but when he looked up to his colleague, his breath stopped. The silver-blonde
hair wasn't tied back and flooded freely over his slim shoulders. Under the fair
grey jacket was a fair blue shirt visible. His black trousers were boot-cut and
fell nicely over the light brown shoes. He smiled brightly when he descended the
stairs. "There I am, sorry - took a bit! Ready?" 

"Sure." Severus opened the door for him. 

"Thank you, Sev." /SEV?!/

~

The sun shone brightly and was reflected by the white walls of the huge building
over Gringotts. Severus and Gabriel stepped inside the magnificent entryhall and
to the next counter and the Goblin took their keys, while he led them through a
little door down to the carriages. Snape suddenly grinned broadly and Gabriel
looked at him questioningly. The Potions master smiled. "I like the carriages -
they remind me on Muggle rollercoasters! You know?" 

"No, I've never been in one of those amusement parks in the Muggle world." 

"Then we go after we have bought everything. You have to try that!" Gabriel
smiled uncertainly and he added. "You'll like it! I promise." 

"Aren't those things rather fast and unsecured?" 

"Well - they are fast, but quite secure, if you follow the rules." 

The Goblin cleared his throat and Snape pushed Mc'Caughn in the little
wood-carriage before he sat down behind him. "Afraid?" 

"Absolutely! I'm scared to hell!" the blonde answered sarcastically, but held
his breath, when Severus pulled him closer, while the younger man put his arm
around Gabriel's waist. "Ready to go!" The Goblin released the breaks, that held
the wagon in place and their racing way down the tracks began. 

They crossed several bridges and branch-offs, before the carriage stopped in
front of a dark, wooden door. The Goblin turned the key in the hole and the door
opened. A small amount of sickles, next to some smaller towers of galleons was
visible in the dark of the dungeon. /Not as much as I thought!/, Severus
worried, but Gabriel had noticed his face and smiled. "There's another account
on 'Shellown Finance' in Russia." 

Severus snorted. "I didn't want to be impolite by asking. It seemed a bit little
for all the years you worked so hard..." 

He had lost the line and absentmindedly rubbed his chin. Gabriel took a hand
full of golden coins and re-emerged from behind the door. "Your turn." 

They climbed back into the carriage (the same 'position' as last time) and
continued their way to the place the Snape Family Vault was. Severus seemed a
bit uneasy, the Goblin opened the door and Gabriel was a bit taken aback, when
masses of gold sparkled in the shadows of the large chamber. Severus sighed.
"The Snapes were part of the English nobility in the Middle Ages, they were
always quite wealthy." 

"'Wealthy?' I would say extremely rich!" 

"In other words - yes." 

"Why do you work at all?" 

"I like my work - and I wouldn't live long without Dumbledore around. The Dark
Lord isn't very fond of me, you know?" 

"Of course."

~

When they had left Gringotts and handled their other business, they left Diagon
Alley through the backyard of the Leaking Cauldron and made their way through
Muggle London. They walked along Piccadilly and took the underground to Waterloo
Station. From there it was only a short bus ride to 'Chessington', the amusement
park Severus had told him about.

He looked quite sceptically at the different attractions, while they made their
way through the crowds. It was a nice day, and everywhere Muggle children ran
laughing around their parents. A small dark-haired girl ran across the path in
front of them, when she slipped on a half-eaten banana. Severus reacted at once
and caught the little one as she fell. Gabriel was bluffed, he hadn't thought
that Snape would be so friendly towards children. 

The Girl smiled shyly and clutched his hand tightly, before she let go and ran
to her mother, who lifted her in her arms and disappeared in the crowd. Severus
sighed. "I always wanted children, when I was younger! Funny, how life can
change your wishes and attitude!" 

Gabriel smiled slightly. "And do you still wish to have a family?" 

"Yes, but I won't have one." 

"How do you know? I mean, who said, that you couldn't have one?" 

"It wouldn't be secure until Voldemort is eventually defeated." 

"And after?" 

The man shrugged his shoulders. "Dunno. If I find someone who shares my
intentions..." 

"Maybe you should look a bit closer."

They walked in silence until they reached the first rollercoaster. The people
coming out of the "Rattlesnake" were mostly laughing and Gabriel was quite
confident that the Muggle rollercoaster couldn't be much worse than the
carriages in Gringotts. Severus tugged him by the hand towards the entry. It was
a beautiful day, the weather was fine and the sun shone brightly. They had to
wait a while, before the younger one pushed the older into the little train.
Gabriel looked uncertainly at the tracks. They made a sharp curve before them
and then went into a straight way up for several meters. Severus stroked his
cheeks gently and bowed himself a bit to whisper into the smaller man's ear.
"Afraid of the ride?" 

"What I - no!" 

"I see. Everything that goes up goes down eventually!" Gabriel caught the hint
and snorted, but he really didn't want to know the angle in which the tracks
would go down...

~

He soon knew rollercoasters weren't his favourite. When Severus had had his fun
with making merry over his dislike on 'dangerous and much too quick' Muggle
inventions they visited a stunt-show and a 3D-cinema. After that Severus bought
him some Muggle sweets called "Sugared Almonds" and they sat on a bench opposite
of an old-fashioned roundabout. 

The white horses went up and down in a slow trace and the little ships and cars
just did nothing except to turn round on the platform of the roundabout. This
was more at Gabriels liking and before Severus could say anything against it he
had pulled the man to one of the horses and mounted the one next to his. 

Snape glared daggers at him first, but soon they had trouble staying on the
horse's backs because of their heavy laughter. Unfortunately the ride was over
far too soon. The sky had gone dark and millions of lights around them shone in
the trees and little restaurants and cafés around them, that were full with
chatting people. 

They sauntered down the alley to the main entrance, when Gabriel suddenly took
Severus's hand in his. Without saying a word they crossed the square with the
fountain in the middle. The splashing water was illuminated by variously
coloured lamps in the basin, and the whole interaction of light and water was
hopelessly romantic in Severus eyes. The turned his head towards his colleague
to say something, but in the moment he opened his mouth he felt soft lips on
his, hands caressing his cheeks, wandering down to his shoulders, pulling him
towards the other man. He recognised his arms around Gabriel's waist; he never
noticed when he had placed them there, slowly drawing circles on the fair one's
backside, smoothing the soft fabric of Gabriel's jacket over this lean back.

It took a while before Gabriel pulled back, his face slightly flushed with the
heat building inside him. The smile on his lips bewitched Snape and he turned in
again, catching those gorgeous lips, belonging to a gorgeous man - and for the
first time since long years he felt his heart warm with love, and passion for
the man he had loved for so long, but who had never known...

~*~*~*~

Flashback: Snape's sixth year at Hogwarts:
//Severus entered the Slytherin common room and sat down on a chair next to his
friends; Avery and Nott from his year, Lucius a year above, and Gabriel, a fair
blonde boy the same year as Lucius and obviously his boyfriend. The two blondes
were arguing silently in one corner of the room and Snape wondered if it was
about Lucius perfidiousness - again! Severus had often seen Lucius flirting or
even kissing with this or that girl in the corridors, just to keep his father
thinking he was straight, but most of the Slytherin knew he wasn't. /How can he
do that, while the most beautiful boy in the school is his boyfriend?/, Severus
wondered. He had to admit he was jealous of Malfoy, terribly jealous, and he
hated his former friend for being so rude to Gabriel. /Even that stupid
Gryffindor Black didn't bully Gabriel but instead smiled at the blonde
seductively/ which angered Snape even more. /Why can that git smile that way at
him?/ he asked himself, but secretly he was too shy himself to do that on his
own. Gabriel was a god, beautiful and clever, he deserved something better than
Malfoy, and surely than Snape!//


~*~*~*~

TBC

Beta-read my Mary


AN/ I finished part 7 and 8, by beta has them now. They will probably be up
soon, so be patient...


                                Falling Embers
                                --------------


Chapter Seven: Falling Embers

AN/ Warning: suicide tendencies, fluff


Harry sat at the table for a few more minutes, half-heartedly listening to
Professor Sprout. When Draco, and later Snape and Mc'Caughn, had left, his
thoughts had wandered to last night. Hadn't he just fallen asleep on the sheets?
Who had covered him? It couldn't possibly have been Malfoy - but who else? What
had happened to that ignorant, self-confident snob he had known for years?
Another thought passed his mind: had Draco seen him naked, only wearing a towel
around his hips? Most likely!

Things were so strange, since the end of the fifth year - since Sirius had died!
"Why?" he asked himself, "It was all my fault. If I hadn't played the hero in
running into Voldemort's trap, then he would still be alive! I'm scum! I killed
my own godfather! I killed my parents, I killed Cedric Diggory and I should have
died all the time! I should have never been born!" 

He ran down the corridor, when he bumped into somebody. "Sorry, Draco, I didn't
look out!" he mumbled before he disappeared.

~

The lights got dimmer, and suddenly Severus stepped back and chuckled slightly,
grinning, while shaking his head. 

Gabriel looked upset. "What's the matter? Are you laughing at me..." 


"NO!" the black-haired shouted, now laughing, 

"I'm just thinking how stupid fate can be!" Now Gabriel was utterly confused and
Severus quickly explained himself. "I think it's the truth when I say I'm
absolutely mad at you - am and have ever been! (Gabriel looked even more
confused) I had a terrible crush on you at Hogwarts, back then, but you were in
a relationship with Lucius at this time and I was much too shy to say a word." 

"I always thought you didn't like me! You never talked to me and I thought you
had a crush on Lucius." 

"LUCIUS? Erg - no!" 

"He wasn't that bad!" 

"He always cheated on you!" 

"I didn't sleep with him and he was furious and tried to make me jealous." 

"That's no excuse!" 

"YOU were jealous!" 

"Of course I was - every minute I watched you!" 

"You watched us?" 

"Well - sometimes..." Snape blushed slightly. 

"You're ashamed that you watched us!" 

"No, I'm not!" 

"Yes, you are!" 

"No, I'm - we're acting like children! The people start looking at us!" 

"I don't mind." 

"But I do!" 

"Let's get back to the school, Albus will get worried and shout at us, when we
don't get back in time!" 

"We're no pupils any longer." 

"No, but he is still Albus Dumbledore and he will be curious what happened
today!" 

"Oh no! The old coot manipulated me again!" 

"What?" 

"Dumbledore, the old matchmaker!" 

"Is he?" 

"Yepp!" 

"You should be thankful!" 

"Why?" 

"Because if not for him, you would still dream of a relationship with me!" 

"We're in a relationship?" 

"Of course we are!" 

"Okay." 

"Fine! Let's go!" 

"You always take the lead, don't you?" 

"Suppose so!" 

"I think I can live with that." 

"You had better be able to!"

When they had left the park, they looked for an empty side street and apparated
back to Hogsmead. They considered drinking a butterbeer at Rosmerta's, but
decided against it. Severus arm around Gabriel's waist they slowly walked back
the lonely road to the castle. Though the sun hadn't completely set yet, the
moon shone brightly and their surroundings were clearly visible. They had nearly
reached the castle, when Severus let out a scream and quickly put out his wand,
yelling the Leviosa-Spell. Just now Gabriel saw the dark figure hitting the
ground beside the Astronomy-tower...

~

Draco had been slightly worried when Harry had run into him and had followed the
other boy, when he recognized the way to the Astronomy-tower. /What does he want
there? The tower is only used for either Astronomy-lessons, or snogging, and
quite suitable to jump off.../

His heart contracted painfully at that image, /Harry had no reason to commit
suicide, right!/, he tried to calm himself, but another voice in his head got
louder and louder. /Think of all the pressure he must be under.
The-Boy-who-lived has a lot of nasty duties and all the nightmares and
Voldemort.../ 

"NO!" Draco shouted in despair and raced up the stairs to the top of the tower.
He was completely out of breath, when he threw up the door to the roof. The
looked around in hope to see Harry there, safely watching the sun set, and he
saw Harry - standing at the balustrade, ready to jump! "Nooooo!" he screamed and
Harry turned around once more...

"Hi Dray!"

"What the hell are you doing, come down there at once!"

"Down - a nice word."

"Are you absolutely crazy? You could fall!"

"I know"

"Then why are you there?"

"To fall."

"NO! You will come back here to me NOW, do you hear?!"

"No." his voice was disturbingly determined and calm. "You cannot stop me!"

"Look - I'll walk over there and you take my hand and..."

"You don't understand - you cannot help me, you don't care!"

"But I do! I care."

"No, you hate me!" his voice began to waver slightly and he turned back again.

"I don't hate you - I, I love you!"

"What!" he turned back quickly and - lost his balance.

Draco ran towards the falling boy, but it was too late. He leaned over the
balustrade, desperately trying to catch Harry, but to no avail. He screamed and
held out his hands, in his mind the shocked expression in Harry's eyes, when
Draco had revealed his feelings and Harry had...  "Nooooooo! You cannot leave
me! I need you, you stupid boy!" he screamed, tears forming in his eyes, even
before he saw the dark figure hitting the ground, "You cannot leave me alone,
you hear! I need you so much!" he whispered.

~

Gabriel stood still in shock. Severus had pulled him along and just released his
hand and knelt beside the huddled figure on the grass beneath him. The boy
groaned in agony and he relieved shut his eyes for a short moment, before
kneeling beside Severus. 

The potions-master had quickly discovered the serious wounds Harry had received
by hitting the ground, though Severus had been able to soften the crash a bit.
/Or the boy would be dead!/, he thought darkly. 

He had sent an urgent message to Albus and Poppy (a Nuntiarus-Charm: to deliver
messages in short distances very quickly) and everything they could do was wait
for the headmaster and the nurse to arrive. Harry had just lost his
consciousness due to the agonizing pain he surely was in.

Gabriel sucked in his breath. The boy's robes had dark, red patches all over,
and the collar of his shirt was bloodstained. His face was bruised, a trail of
blood ran down his chin from the edge of his mouth, lips bloody as well. 

"Oh Merlin! What did he do!" Severus snorted angrily. "We should have known that
it would be too hard for him, but that old fool cannot stop himself from
training and manipulating his brain, that he has to defeat the Dark Lord by
himself! That couldn't have worked - he's just a boy!" 

"I know, Sev, but I highly doubt that Albus wanted to hurt him, but prepare him
for the worst." 

"Hope for the best, and prepare for the worst - I know! But even with all his
wisdom couldn't he see that it is too much for a simple boy? Even if he is our
best chance to defeat Him?" 

"Shh - cool down! There's nothing we can do now, but wait! You cannot change the
past and he's alive, after all! You saved his life, I don't know how often, be
proud of yourself!" 

"How can I be proud to watch Potter die all the time?" 

"He's alive, Sev! All right? He won't die, at least not now, and you rescued him
- There are poppy and Dumbledore!"

He jumped up to talk to Dumbledore, while Madam Pomfrey looked after Harry.
Gabriel quickly explained the situation and Severus helped Poppy to lift the
wounded and transport him to the hospital-wing. 

~

When she had finished healing the most severe wounds and treating the smaller
cuts and bruises, she gave the boy another sleeping-draught and walked over to
the three men standing and sitting on the nearest bed. Severus paced the room,
while Albus cleaned his glasses (the fourth time!), Gabriel calmingly patting
his shoulder. Dumbledore had been heavily shocked and due to his former behavior
felt extremely guilty in causing the boy even more terror, but what should he
have done? Lie to him?

"He sleeps peacefully now," the nurse said, before she let herself fall on the
bed next to Dumbledore. "Several broken ribs, many bruises and smaller cuts,
left arm broken, but I healed these. I more worried over his head and mind.
Gods! He tried to kill himself!" 

Albus shook his head. "I should have known, but he always acted so strong in
front of others and even I didn't know how bad he must have felt. I'm an old
fool, I should have noticed long ago - now that it happened I remember so many
signs I interpreted wrong which I could have done easily right, if I had looked
closer just once! He got much more silent after the fourth year, stopped arguing
with Mr. Malfoy, never had a girlfriend, his marks increased, so he must have
worked a lot lately! Everything makes sense now!" 

Gabriel patted his shoulder again. "You have a lot to attend to - everyone makes
mistakes at times, and it wasn't your fault! Nor any of us!" He got up and
walked to Snape, who had stopped pacing at Harry's bed. 

The boy looked awfully pale and thin between the white bedcovers. "He seems so
young and frail when he sleeps... so child-like!" 

Severus snorted, but it sounded sad instead of provoking. "He IS a child, barely
16!"

Just the moment he said this the door opened and Draco entered; his face wet
with tears and his whole body shaking. The staff looked at him confused, but
Snape, who knew his 'admiration' for Harry acted at once. "Don't worry too much
- He's alive!" 

Draco looked up in shock. "A - alive? But how..." 

"I caught him just in time." 

"Oh Merlin!" 

With that, the blonde boy fainted. 

~

"I haven't had that my whole time at Hogwarts! Two students in the school and
BOTH unconscious in the hospital-wing!" Poppy declared, while tending to the
blonde, "Can ANYBODY explain to me why a boy jumps off a tower and then another
one runs into here, with a tear-stained face, and faints when he hears that the
other is still alive?" 

Severus cleared his throat. "Partly, I can."

She turned around and towered over him. "And you remember that NOW? C'mon, tell
us. What's the mater with these two?"

"Well - to spare the details - I don't know why exactly Potter jumped, but I
suppose, that Draco - however - knew that he did, but not that he was still
alive. Furthermore Draco told me, and I shouldn't even mention that here, that
he his rather fond of young Mr. Potter."

Gabriel gulped. "Draco has a crush on harry?"

Snape sighed. "Thank you very much! A student tells me his worries secretly and
now everyone knows!"

"Oh - sorry. I didn't want to be tactless, Sevy, but it's true then?"

"Yes."

"But Harry doesn't know, does he?"

"No, I don't think so. Potter wouldn't jump off a tower, if somebody is in love
with him, he's too gryffindorish for that."

"I see."

Dumbledore loudly cleared his throat. "So I get to know a lot today I didn't
notice before!"

Snape looked at him. "Two things aren't that much, don't you think so?"

"SEVY?!" Dumbledore grunted under a giggle.

Severus got pale.

"Not another faint!" Poppy screamed.


betaread by Mary

TBC


                                  Talks After
                                  -----------


Chapter Eight: Talks after

AN/ Yahoo - it's getting even more interesting!!! D/H (cutie ;-) 


When he awoke, everything was horribly dizzy. The first thing he was aware of
was pain - horrible pain in his head spreading over his whole body. He screamed
and something around him happened, and after a while the pain lessened. /Is this
death?/, he thought wearily, /I imagined it totally different!/ 

But then he tried to open his eyes and found himself in the hospital-wing. So he
was still alive. Images of the fall and before flooded his mind. /Why did I
fall, I can't remember jumping-/ He remembered a Draco Malfoy who had revealed
his love to him, but that was totally insane! Draco didn't hate him anymore and
why the hell should the blonde suddenly be attracted to him? 

A soft groan next to him caught his attention. On the bed next to him lay Draco
Malfoy, covered with a white sheet and audible asleep. /But Draco doesn't
snore!/, he thought confused. When he listened again, the noise seemed to come
from behind him. So he turned around and the picture made him laugh out loud:
Professor Mc'Caughn, eyes closed, leaning against the headboard of the bed, in
his lap, mumbling and snorting in his sleep, Severus Snape and beside them,
stretched all over the (remaining) bed Albus Dumbledore, beard tugged around his
head and heavily snorting and Madam Pomfrey curled up between Snape's legs!

~

Slightly startled by the laughter, Snape opened one eye and glared at the
'disturber of silence': "Potter!" 

With that, all staff members jumped and nearly fell off the bed. Madam Pomfrey
immediately went over to Harry and checked on his condition. "Everything healed,
though you will stay here for a while, Potter! Have you the slightest idea how
worried we were?" 

Harry lost his good mood quickly at these words. "I'm sorry, it's all my fault.
Please don't care about it..."

"Don't care?" she nearly screamed, "Have you got the slightest idea what would
have happened, if Severus hadn't been there?"

"I'd died and Voldemort had reached his goal."

"You would be dead and we would be terrified and grief-stricken for you!"

"I'm not worth your attention - I just kill everybody I care about!"

"You won't leave this room until you regained some of your sanity!"


A voice from behind them stopped their argument. "Harry? How are you - I was so
worried! I thought we'd lost you forever!"

It was Draco. His hair stood up in a horrible manner and he looked awful: tears
were running down his cheeks and he looked like he was in shock. Trembling, he
stood up from the bed and came over, hugging Harry hard and started crying
against his shoulder.

The dark-haired looked unfamiliar at the sobbing boy on his lap, before he put
his arms around him and squeezed him tightly. "I'm sorry, Dray, 'twas just too
much to handle. I don't know if I wanted to jump, you surprised me and I lost my
balance..."

Draco just went into shock even more, but while Harry stroke his back, the tears
dried and he finally looked up. His watery, greyish blue eyes were pointed at
his. "You must be disgusted by me! I'm a wreck, I should have jumped instead of
you!"

Harry's eyes widened by this. In this moment he knew, that he hadn't imagined
Draco's words! //I love you!//, the memory was clear now. "No, I'm perfectly
okay with - don't even worry about it! You won't jump off anywhere! You hear!"

~

Sadly, but knowing that he couldn't do much now, Gabriel took Snape by the hand
and they left the hospital-wing. Dumbledore cleared his throat and the boys
looked up. "Harry, I'll go soon. I only want you to know, that we, I and the
other members of the staff and the Order respect you as what YOU are and not for
being the potential key to Voldemort's destruction! And you are courageous and
strong and ambitious, but first of all you're a child and you should, as much as
possible, act that way and not try to make everything just the way it would be
most suitable for the Order - you don't have to do 'things' now, okay? I'm
extremely sorry if you thought you would have to go through this alone!"

"'Tis alright, Professor. I'm okay now, I think. I just - maybe needed some kind
of death-experience to cope with everything."

"I'll leave you then. Please don't do this again, would you? "

"No, surely not. I've got some things to live for, I just needed to be reminded
of them at one point, I'm okay now - anyway!"

The old wizard nodded in understanding (at least it seemed so - I don't think he
understood the whole thing ;-) and left.

~

Harry turned his gaze to Draco. "How are you?" 

"Okay, I suppose. I don't really know what to make of the whole thing, you know?
It's kinda strange to - sit on your lap for example." 

Harry laughed. "Yeah, it is. But you don't seem to mind a lot, do you?"

"No, I just, I'm..."

"Confused?"

"Yeah."

"'Coz of the, you know, thing there - between us, you and me..."

"Yeah, because that, and the whole happenings of yesterday."

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you cared."

"You wouldn't have jumped if you knew?"

"No. I - I don't know what to do now."

"Me either. Well, you know, what I said..."

"Did you mean it?"

"What?"

"That you loved me?"

"I, I - yeah, I think so..."

"Since when?"

"Dunno, I think since I saw you fighting the Dragon in fourth year, back then I
admired you secretly, I didn't really know until I saw you at Hogwarts last
year, after that incident, when your godfather - you know..."

"And you had an argument over the summer with your father?"

"Yes - I refused to become a Death Eater and he threw me out, most likely to
protect me, I think he liked me a lot back then."

"He loved you, I'm sure! And why did you refuse - you know..."

"I didn't want to, I don't hate Muggles, though I hate to hide my magic
everywhere near them. And because of... - you."

"Me?"

"Yeah - I was rather impressed by you and, oh Merlin, I had a terrible crush on
you!"

"And now?"

"I fear, I still have..."

"Dray?"

Draco turned toward the black-haired. "Yeah?"

"Do you love me?"

"Harry, I -"

"DO YOU LOVE ME?"

"Yes, I do."

Whatever Draco had expected, it wasn't this: Harry turned him down beside
himself and pressed his body against Draco's. "Say it again, would you?"

"Yes, I love you."

"Would you terribly mid if I kiss you?"

"Why?"

"To show you something?"

"What?"

"All you need is love!"

"Love is just a game!"

"No - 'tis much, much more!"

With this last word, their mouths melted together, lips parting in anticipation,
tongues intertwined in battle, ravishing each other's mouths and licking over
each other, nipping lips, tasting, probing, loving.


betaread by Mary ;)

TBC


                        Teacher's Amusements, part two
                        ------------------------------


Chapter Nine: Teacher's Amusements, part two

Severus walked down to his dungeon, back stiff from falling asleep on Gabriel's
lap. /Potter must think I'm a lap dog!/, he thought wearily, but it didn't
bother him as much as it should have. He was more concerned about the boy's
mental health that to give him detention for 'looking at a teacher in an
improper way'. When he entered his rooms, he threw the robes off and got a
shower, not bothering to lock the doors, because nobody came down here anyway. 

Just when he had dried himself and put on some boxers he heard a knock on the
door. "Who's there?" 

"'Tis me - Gabriel!"

"I see, come in, the door isn't locked."

"Thanks - oh!"

The blonde hadn't expected the view he got, when he opened the door and stepped
in. Severus stood near a door, obviously the one to the bathroom, wearing a
small, towel around his hips, barely hiding the upper parts of his thighs. The
long legs and the muscular chest were white, though his hands and face were
slightly tanned by the summer sun. The skin was nearly hairless and Gabriel
attention was quickly fixed on his dark nipples. The blonde was slightly
embarrassed. "I didn't want to interrupted you." 

"You haven't. Let's phrase it this way: If you want, you're just here the right
time."

"You - OH!"

"No need to blush, I think we're old enough to spare the endless 'hold my hand'
and 'kiss me during school-breaks', aren't we?"

"I suppose so, though I want you to remember that I have a liking to make things
my way."

"I guess our ways don't differ too much, do they, honey?"

"Honey?"

"You called me SEVY!"

"All right - Sev!"

"All right, Honey."

"Is this to be my new nickname for you? Why 'Honey'?"

"-suckle!"

"I think I can live with that."

"In front of students?"

"You bet!"

"I'd prefer to BED."

"Your intentions seem to differ less that I feared they would, Sevy!"

~

Their first kiss was amazing. Harry was mesmerized by the way they seemed to fit
perfectly together, while they were so totally different, opposites, or were
they more alike then he knew? Draco had nuzzled himself against his chest and
was now suckling at his neck. Harry loved this new sensation prickling in his
stomach, slowly flowing though his veins to heat him from inside.

This heat got more and more visible, when it ran straight down to his member,
stirring deeply. Harry groaned. "Dray, you haven't got the slightest idea what
you do to me, have you?" 

"I think, I can imaging quite well!" Draco grinned.

"I'd prefer to take that slowly, but my body thinks different!"

"Me too. Let's go slowly."

"Have you ever had a boyfriend before?"

"Once, but we didn't o far."

"Who?"

"Blaise, but we decided to stay normal friends, you know - he's my best friend,
but it wouldn't have worked between us, he was just - too different. He always
did what everybody wanted him to do - I couldn't be with him that way."

"I see."

"You?"

"No, I don't think there's another boy in Gryffindor like me, and I don't know
the Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs so well." 

"You'd go with a Hufflepuff?"

"They're supposed to be helpful!"

They broke out in laughter and Madam Pomfrey asked if they were alright.
"Perfectly!" they smiled in sync. She shook her head and told them to make their
way back to their room as quickly as possible, under the condition for Harry not
to jump again, because she was near a nervous breakdown. Draco and Harry left,
before she could add. "Don't be late for dinner!"

~

The air in the bedroom was cool, but they didn't notice. Sev's hands flew over
the buttons of Gabriel's jacket, opening them, and throwing the disturbing
fabric away. Next was the blue top, quickly followed by the trousers. When both
men stood naked in front of each other, their eyes wandered over the opposites
body, exploring every detail of their lover's form.

~*~*~*~
Gabriel's POV:

Smooth, pale skin, hairless, muscular arms and chest, lean hips and long legs,
delicate features, nice build, perfect ass - indeed! There's a scar on his left
thigh, others on his back, cuts on the right ankle and...

The reminders of the dark mark, black and ugly. His lover had been a spy for
Voldemort: Gabriel had been one of the Order-members to get him out. The S.O.S.
had barely reached them and one minute longer and Severus Snape had been dead or
tortured to insanity through the Dark Lord. Sixty aurors and members were the
rescue-team, Gabriel one of them and later a healer to erase the dark mark.

The way to delete Voldemort's mark had been discovered only half a year ago
after long studies: burned by magical fire, the black colour inside the mark got
liquid and was then removable. The spell was fixed in the colour and with that,
the mark was replaced by a deep, ugly burn.

But beside this, Severus body was absolutely perfect in Gabriel's eyes. The
soft, dark hair fell down to the shoulders, slightly curled, when it was wet,
full and lively, not a single grey trace in it...

~

Severus POV:

He is beautiful. The silvery, long hair plays around his hips, making his
appearance ethereal, not from this world. The handsome features in his face,
blue eyes like sapphire, skin nearly white, even paler than mine, soft, pink
lips, slightly opened, inviting.

His body is pure ecstasy, lithe and lean, a bit too thin for a normal man, but
muscular and strong at the same time. His nails are transparent and long, like
claws: I know, why they call him the 'White Tiger', he's got the perfect body
for a warrior, and that he is. Dumbledore's best man on the bright side, they
said, and me, the best on the dark side, because I was the spy... 

But for now, he's only a man - mine!

~*~*~*~

The lights inside the bedroom got dim, when they got to the huge four-poster
bed, black, silken canopy and curtains of the same material as the sheets...


AN/ There's another "extra-chapter" in progress. It will contain the explicit
ending of this chapter, rated NC-17. It will be found on my website in time, if
you're under 14 DON'T READ IT, if you're older and don't like sex-scenes between
men - stay away!

Yaoi - Slash - Porn !!! Right?!

lCiel


                               Bound and Broken
                               ----------------


Chapter Ten: Bound and Broken

Draco stepped through the door after him and sat down on his favourite place,
the sill, while Harry quickly had a shower. When he re-emerged in the bedroom,
Draco took his (longer!) turn. Harry sat on his bed, when the blonde came back
to the room, fully clothed, but hair still damp from the wash. He stood
uncertainly, until the other boy smiled and gestured him to sit down next to
him.

"What is this all about?" he asked, sighing deeply, "I have no idea what is
happening!"

"Me either. All the things about the war and Voldemort, the death of my
god-father, you, -us..."

"Us? Does that mean there is an 'us'?"

"I think so - but if you don't..."

"I want us to be - well, US."

Their lips met for a second, when both pulled away again.


"Together?"

"Uh - yeah."

"I never thought you were, you know, - gay."

"Well, I am - but nobody except Blaise and my father know..."

"It must be hard, I mean, I've lost my family, but you - just went away. I mean,
you had a choice - and I think you did the right thing, but it must be so
terribly hard on you!"

"Well, actually it wasn't."

"No? But you love your family, don't you?"

"I do - my father at least, my mother, dunno, she changed a lot last year. I'd
barely seen her and she acted strange - I thought she wasn't my mother anymore,
she was so different! - and, well, my father, I love him dearly and I think he
understood."

"No offence meant, but he rejected you, didn't he?"

"What should he have done? He couldn't possibly protect me, so he sent me away -
to Dumbledore. I think he knows You-Know-Who is a madman, but he's not strong
enough to... You know what I mean, don't you?"

"Yeah - I think I do, mostly."

"Thanks for listening to me. I couldn't talk to anyone but Snape and he
understands, of course, and it helped a lot, but he has his own business. Wait!
Have you seen the look between Professor Snape and the new DADA? They act
strangely, don't you think?"

"Well, actually, I thought Snape had drunken too much or used a double-dose
good-mood potion, but he might also just enjoy the company. But it's strange -
this morning, you know, I think he had a hickey!"

"WHAT?"

"I swear, I thought the same - and you know what! He slept in Mc'Caughn's lap!"

"No, you want to fool me! Really? I cannot imagine why... - oh, dear! Snape and
Mc'Caughn -do you think they are..."

"Lovers? Definitely!"

"Oh my, it's..."

"Disgusting?"

"NO! It's cute, isn't it?"

"Cute? You think, the image of Snape and Mc'Caughn while making..."

"Harry - not that image! I just think they are a nice couple."

"Well, I guess if you think about it, it's rather - sexy!"

They laughed. Harry fell back on the bed and pulled Draco with him, tickling him
mercilessly.

"Stop! You - NO! Unfair! Harry, you'll ruin my hair! It'll be all curled up, if
it doesn't dry correctly!"

"Curls? Must be SO cute, you'll be mummy's little angel!"

"No, I'm not! And stop - oh!"

Harry had stopped tickling him, but had remained lying half on top of him,
staring at his eyes with a fire in his, you couldn't read as anything else but
passion. Draco stared back at him, not sure what to do, blushing heavily.

"Well, I guess I have to tell you something!"

"Harry, you  - you don't play with my feelings, just to make me the year's
amusement of the school by telling everybody, how hopelessly stupid and gay I
am?"

"No, by Merlin, I swear I'd never..."

"Good. What did you want to say?"

"I - I'm falling in love, I think, I really do love you."

"I love you, too."

Their lips met again, this time more sensual and careful. The kiss ended soon,
when Harry laid his head on Draco's chest.

~

"LOVE, I mean, that's a big word and 'twas only a short period of time we were
not trying to make each other's life miserable."

"I'm sorry I was a git to you, but I couldn't help it! You turned down my hand
and later, you've been always better that me in everything, except potions
maybe, and your friends were quite nasty as well."

"I know and I apologise, we had no right to treat you so badly."

"I wasn't innocent, you know?"

"Of course I know! You - you aren't innocent anymore, I mean, THAT way?"

"Well, I guess I am not"

"Who?"

"Pansy and Blaise."

"Only two? Really, you keep surprising me!"

"I could have had anyone!"

"Including Professor Binns?"

"Erg - you're awful! I mean the students!"

"Sure."

"What about the much amazing sex-life of the most lovely golden-boy of Hogwarts,
Harry Potter? How many did you have?"

"One."

"Male or female?"

"Female."

 "I see, who?"

"Lavender Brown."

"That bitch of your house? Really, I though you had more style!"

"We were both drunken and all, it was just a little number at the last Quidditch
victory!"

"Aha - so she was you first?"

"Yeah."

"You're bi, then?"

"I don't know, there was nothing emotional between us."

"Just fun then?"

"Yeah, I never felt something serious for a girl, so I suppose I'm gay then."

"And you figured it out just NOW? You are 16!"

"I never met somebody like - you."

"You're cute, when you blush."

"Oh, no! We're getting late! Pomfrey will have kittens!"

~

Severus and Gabriel stormed into the hall over 20 minutes late, both slightly
flushed like they had been running the whole way here back from their rooms.
Dumbledore smiled and they took their seats, never looking at each other,
hastily eating their meal.

"Professor Snape, you look like you had quite a shag lately, if I may phrase it
that way." Draco said with an innocent voice.

Harry stared at him in horror, while Snape spit out his peas on the plate; eyes
wide open in shock. Mc'Caughn looked away, trying to hide the emotion crossing
his face, when he remembered the last hour. Professor Mc Gonagall's fork had
fallen on the floor, but she made no move to pick it up. Sprout and Flitwick
looked at Snape with utter disbelief in their eyes, Dumbledore giggling, his
eyes wandering from Draco to Snape, to Draco, further to Harry, who stared at
Mc'Caughn, barely suppressing his laughter.

Dumbledore looked at his new DADA. /Interesting, I did not expect he could warm
the old monk! Congratulations, Tiger!/


Snape glared at Malfoy, but a smirk found the way to his face, destroying the
dangerous sphere around him.

"I suppose, Mr. Malfoy, my private life is none of your concern. But to tell you
so much, I don't suffer from celibacy!"

"I hope you fare well then, Professor. It would hurt me to know you're not in
your best 'condition'!"

"I'm perfectly fine, tank you, Mr. Malfoy. Although, I'd like to end this
conversation, somebody seems to be struggling to breathe properly, though he
promised our nurse not to expose himself to life-threatening danger!"

Harry couldn't help it any longer. He burst out of laughter, not able to stop
it, always having the picture of Snape, spitting out the peas on his mind. Draco
motherly patted his back. "I fear he suffers quite a lot, actually."

Harry punched Draco hard, who fell nearly off his chair. Dumbledore giggled even
more and Poppy looked a bit concerned, not catching the hint. Snape giggled
(Draco: / He can giggle, I didn't know! Funny to hear - anyway, my stomach
hurts! Bloody Potter!/) and Mc'Caughn shot him an angry glare. "Can't you
control yourself better, not even at dinner?" 

"No, honey, you should know better."


Minerva, Sprout, Flitwick and Poppy stared at him in shock. Mc Gonagall's voice
wavered, when she asked. "Honey? What is this about, Severus, dear?" 

"Oh, Minerva, you didn't listen to Mr. Malfoy then? I thought you'd notice after
all the years you spent observing me?"

She blushed fiercely. "If you can't tell the staff about your 'preferences',
then it's your own fault!"

"My, my, Professor! I doubt that Severus had the intention ("What about her
'interests'?" Snape muffled) to hurt you by not telling everything!" Mc'Caughn
said softly, his eyes gleaming darkly.

"Whatever! Could we stop discussing such things in front of students? Our all
dignity is a stake here!"


Dumbledore hummed the school-hymn, looking very pleased, which made them look
concerned. Dumbledore in such a mood always meant nothing good at all!    
/Manipulative, old coot!/, Severus thought. (in unison with all others...) 

"So I guess I have to say my congratulations, then?" the headmaster said,
twinkling his eyes at Snape, talking to Gabriel.

The man blushed deeply, looking down to the floor. "Thank you, but I'm not sure
if you know what you're talking about..."

Dumbledore made a sound like a whimpering dog and bowed himself over the table
to whisper something into Gabriel's ear:

("If he lets you in once, he'll won't let you out again! I fear, my dear, you
stumbled in his trap and he's like a spider: won't let go!")

Gabriel looked, if he would faint at once, but Snape pushed Albus away with a
gentle punch and pulled the fair-haired closer to himself. "Don't believe him,
whatever he said is rubbish - he only wants to manipulate you! We should bring
you out here, before you cannot escape him any longer! He's like a spider!"

"He said the same about you." Gabriel stated.

"He might be right for once, but I think I'm a more friendly host than he is!"

"You might be right at that point, though I like my chambers very much and he's
a great host!"

"Then maybe we should visit this exquisite place again?"

"Hurry, or I will die of embarrassment!"  

~

Snape and Mc'Caughn had left and Dumbledore turned to Harry and Draco, putting
up a troubled face. "I'd appreciate it, if you two would respect the privacy of
your teachers and forget what you have heard this evening."

"Heard? What? Have you heard something, Draco?"

"Oh - nothing, except things that couldn't be hidden well enough, anyway."

"Uh - the same with me."

They grinned at the headmaster in unison, before leaving the great hall in a
hurry, not to have to promise to keep the secrets.


Minerva was furious, but Poppy calmed her quickly by inviting her to a tea up in
her rooms. Professor Sprout and Prof. Flitwick had decided to look after the new
charmed roses in the school gardens and had gone early. So the headmaster would
spend his evening alone - again! 

~

The days flew, time passing quickly. Dumbledore had asked Harry to train his
spells in case of an emergency and Draco and he fought the whole day. The
headmaster had asked the DADA to teach them some defences and attacking spells,
too. Safety wasn't guaranteed these days...

~

A rustling noise woke him in the middle of the night. Lazily he got up and
opened the window. The owl looked rather shabby and he wondered where it came
from. When he untied the letter from her leg, the bird suddenly hooted and fell
off the sill from exhaustion. The headmaster grew more and more concerned, as he
recognised the seal on the letter was locked with one of the most difficult and
strongest spells he had ever seen. He opened the letter (easy - it was addressed
to him, so he did not need to bother with any counter-spell) and soon recognised
the Malfoy-family-crest upon the parchment. He handwriting was one of a man in
hurry:


Dumbledore, I'm sure Gabriel told you about my loyalties to the Order. Voldemort
plans an attack on Hogwarts on August 30th. That's in one week. I had to leave
the Manor; he doesn't trust me anymore. I'm at the gate of the castle at 4 am
today, please let me in! If I'm not there, Voldemort killed me. In that case,
tell my son I loved him dearly!

Lucius


The headmaster sighed deeply and put on his cloak over the flower-patterned
nightshirt. It was about 3:49 by now and he hurried towards the east-wing to
collect Mc'Caughn on the way to let Mr. Malfoy in. He didn't bother to knock and
stormed inside, throwing up the bedroom door. "Gabriel, I need your help for a
while! Mr. Ma-" he stopped, seeing the distressed face of Snape looking up to
him from the bed. Gabriel, resting half on top of Snape, yawned.

"Albus, you should learn to knock! You could have run into something."

"You have to make sacrifices - anyway, I need your help - Mr. Malfoy had to
escape and will be waiting at the gate in 10 minutes!"

"I see. We will be there, just give us a minute to get dressed!"

"How about 10 seconds?"

"Will do it."

Dumbledore got out and descended the stairs to the entrance hall and opened the
door outside. The blonde man stood under a tree near the lake, but in the moment
he saw the old wizard, he went towards him until he reached the doors.

"May I come in?" Lucius asked.

"Yes, you may, though I'd appreciate it, if you stayed at my side for a while."

"As you wish. We have to talk, there're things I couldn't write down in the
letter, which are important."

"Professor Snape and Mr. Mc'Caughn will be here in a moment. Let's get into the
hall and take a seat."

While they spoke, the two teachers entered the room. Snape smiled slightly at
his childhood-friend, but laid his hand protectively around Gabriel's waist.
Dumbledore had sent a message to the other teachers, and one after another, they
arrived and took a seat around the round table in the middle of the hall, now
with cards and parchments on it instead of dishes.

"Lucius was a spy, to make it short." Dumbledore said, breaking the silence, "He
brought news that we will have to expect an attack on the school on next
Saturday. We have to discuss our defence."

"There are too little teachers here to defend Hogwarts, the Order will have to
defend us." Minerva stated, "The members, who know the building should be
informed as quickly as possible and get here. 345 members were students and are
able to fight, add the fourteen teachers, the 50 ministry aurors Fudge promised
that makes 399, 400 with Mr. Malfoy. What about Mr. Potter? I doubt he will want
to stay safe in a closed room and he will have to fight in the future anyway,
according to the prophecy."

Dumbledore sighed. "Mr. Potter will fight at our side, we trained him a bit last
year and he made great progress over the holidays, practising with young Mr.
Malfoy, I will protect him personally."

Lucius looked surprised. "I didn't know Harry Potter and my son got along with
each other, Draco was always quite upset about the boy, what should partly be
his own fault, if I might guess."

"Yes, Lucius, they get along surprisingly well. I fear it will be hard to
separate them when it comes to battle."

"You think, my son will fight alongside Potter?"

"I'm quite sure, actually. The boys formed a strong bond over the last weeks,
you won't find them separated a second."

"I see."

"You will - tomorrow. We cannot do much now, so we better wait for the
representatives of the ministry and the Order to arrive, then we can prepare for
the worst. Sleep well, everybody."


The teachers got up and left for their chambers, leaving the headmaster, Snape,
Mc'Caughn and Lucius behind.


"It's good to see you again, old friend." Snape said sleepily, "Can we continue
the meeting in some hours?"

"Where am I gonna sleep?"

"East-wing, Gabriel and I can walk you there."

"Thanks. You're together, right?"

Snape glared at him. "Come too close to him and I might forget our old
companionship!"

"No thank you, my son would be scared if I had something with a teacher of
his."

Gabriel cleared his throat. "I'm still here, just in case you've forgotten!"


They laughed and went upstairs, heading for their rooms to have a peaceful rest,
surely the last for the next days...


~*~*~*~

AN/ Yes - I love Lucius! Since the films came out last year, I love Lucius
Malfoy, mainly (manly^^) because of his hair **lick lips***
He's my favourite next to his son (yeah, I like blondes^^) - they're gorgeous!
But I like the dark ones, like Snape and Harry, too.

I mainly wrote a fic with Harry, because it's easy to write about him, he's
quite predictable and has a normal attitude towards the things, as I said, he's
kinda easy to write about - and a nice couple with Draco^^ Snape and my OMC
(Gabriel) suit quite well who thought - the OMC is blonde...) I first though
about making a SS/LM fic, but it would be too sad... you'll learn why...

lCiel


                               The Tale Of Light
                               -----------------


Chapter Eleven: The Tale of Light*

AN/ * Lucius means Light or sth. like that, so it's "Lucius Tale" in this
chapter. Read and review^^


Draco got up early, while Harry was still asleep, and not to disturb his new
boyfriend, he left a note and went down to the great hall. It was still a bit
early for breakfast and the only other person in the hall was a longhaired man,
sitting with his back to him at the table. He had fair blonde hair, but it was
absolutely straight and not as long as Professor Mc'Caughn's.

"Father?" Draco asked in shock, "What are you doing here?"

Lucius Malfoy turned around, hearing the voice behind him. "Oh, Draco - I..." he
stood up hastily and walked towards his son, "I missed you terribly!" He hugged
his boy tightly. "How are you?"

Draco was stunned. "Why are you here, what do you want? If you..." he trailed
off, searching his fathers eyes for help.

"Whatever you might have thought, Draco, I'm not a follower of the Dark Lord
anymore, I'd never let him hurt you!"

"You... - but why didn't you tell me earlier, why this façade?"

"I was a spy after Severus was unmasked. I couldn't tell you anything, because I
was watched all the time."

"Watched? I don't understand, where is mother now?"

"Draco, she... - I should have told you before, but..."

"Is she alright? Is she... A Death Eater? You have to tell me!"

"She wasn't a Death Eater. When You-know-who wanted you to become a Death Eater
over last summer and you refused, she was already dead."

Draco stared at his father in disbelief, but the pain in the older man's eyes
showed him the truth. "Why?"

"She opposed the Lord to leave you in peace and he killed her. After that she
was replaced by Mrs. Lestrange, who took the Polyjuice Potion with her hair in
it to watch me closely, because I wasn't completely trusted anymore. If I had
told you back then, everything would have been worse and you had the mark by
know for sure. I couldn't let that happen, Draco!"

"I see. It's just a bit... I don't know - too much."

"I'm sorry, I had to throw you out to protect you."

"I know."

"I love you, my son, never forget that, whatever happens, okay?"

"There is something going to happen, or you wouldn't be here, would you?"

"Right, there is something."

"An attack?"

"Yes."

"On Hogwarts."

"In a week, before the students arrive."

"Shit!"

"I know, but the preparations are high and we have a good chance to resist
them."

"Will HE come personally?"

"Yes, he will."

"To kill Harry?"

"Potter, yes. You've come along quite well, I've heard."

"Yeah, we do, actually, very well." he looked away suddenly.

Lucius sighed and smiled at his son. "Is there something you'd like to tell
me?"

"I don't know. You'll probably hate it..."

"I love you and I'll try to understand, whatever it is." 

Draco cleared his throat and took a deep breath. "I'm in love."

"Ah - but that's fantastic, isn't it?"

"Yes, it is - but..."

"So I guess it's a boy?"

"Yeah."

"I perfectly okay with your preferences, you know that, don't you?"

"I - I guess I know, but he..."

"Is not a pureblood Slytherin with much money and a popular family?"

Draco looked away again.

"Draco, you should know better that that. He is your lover, not mine. If you
want HIM, then it's you choice and I'm okay with that."

"But you won't be okay with HIM! I know now, that you don't support Voldemort
(Lucius sucked in his breath by hearing the name.), but you DID support him!"

"I know. I wanted a world where Wizards and Witches could freely use their magic
without bothering to hide it all the time around Muggles. I though it was the
only way to archive that goal by killing them all, but it's a madness, I knew
that for a long time, but I had no chance to escape the influence of
You-know-who, until Severus failed and Dumbledore needed a new spy."

"And then you took it?"

"Yes, Mr. Mc'Caughn helped me a little. We know each other from school."

"You were friends back then? I didn't know, I thought he was Severus' friend."

"No, he was actually MY boyfriend back then."

"Severus?"

"No, well, he too - later, before I married Narcissa, but in school it was
Gabriel."

"So you were gay, too?"

"Bi - don't forget your mother."

"You loved her dearly, didn't you?"

"Yes, she was the sense of my life, until you were born. I think it was the
happiest day in my life."

"Really?"

"Yes, together with my marriage, I suppose."

"You suppose?"

"I was totally drunken and can't remember much. Your mother used to complain
about that night for years!"

Draco laughed, and suddenly he realized, that nearly all of his worries were
gone. Sure, he grieved for his mother, but he had always been closer to his dad
and now he had him back! 

~

They hugged each other tightly, when some of the teachers entered the room,
Dumbledore at the front. "I see, you've already found your lost relative,
then?"

"Professor Dumbledore, may I ask you a question?"

"Sure, Draco, what is it?"

"Why didn't you tell me directly my father was a spy?"

"I couldn't, my dear boy, I didn't know until Mr. Mc'Caughn told me a few weeks
ago, and later we didn't want to give you hope, because we weren't sure if your
father would get back here alive, and we didn't want to disturb your new found
peace."

Lucius gaze flew to Dumbledore and then back to his son. "You didn't get the
chance to tell me who's the lucky one. Well - who is it? - Draco?"


But his son didn't pay attention, as the doors opened again. The black haired
boy entered the hall and stared at Lucius in disbelief. "What is HE doing here?
Who let him in?" Harry's voice was demanding.

"He's on our side, Harry. The spy, after Snape was unmasked and couldn't do the
job anymore."

The boy-who-lived looked at Dumbledore, who nodded approvingly. "I see, then..."
he turned towards Mr. Malfoy, "...it's a pleasure to meet you! Your son spoke
highly of you, even when he had no reason to do so."

"It's a honour, Mr. Potter. I'm sorry I caused you and your friends so much
trouble last year. My condolences for your godfather."

"Thank you, I'm sure it wasn't your intention to hurt us, but the times are dark
and sometimes you have to make sacrifices."

"Then I hope it will be over soon. We will fight the best we can."

"There's an attack planed, then?"

"On August 30th, yes. We are prepared."

"I know." his gaze shifted to Draco, "And how are you? Does he know already?"

"I'm fine, but he doesn't know, though I had planned to tell him, but we were
interrupted."


Lucius looked confused from one boy to the other, and suddenly he understood. "I
suppose it's not necessary to talk any further, I'm not blond and certainly not
thick. My congratulations, Mr. Potter, and exquisite match."

Draco blushed fiercely and Harry couldn't suppress laughter. "Thank you, Mr.
Malfoy, for your approval, it means a lot to him, even if he can't tell you at
the moment."

"It's Lucius."

"'Harry' for my friends and family of them."

"Fine, Harry, you seem to belong to the family, anyway. Right, Draco?"

The blonde boy had caught himself again and answered with a short nod. "I
suppose so."

Now it was Harry's turn to blush. "Family - seems nice to me."

Lucius turned towards him and smiled sadly. "I know, though I fear we three are
a rather small family."

"Three? But..."

"My mother is dead, Harry." Draco said silently. Harry's eyes grew wide in
horror: 

"I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say..."

"'Tis alright. At least, I have you and my father - better that nobody at all!"

"I know." he said, embracing his boyfriend from the back. Draco leaned in and
smiled, closing his eyes.

Finally, he had found some peace. Nothing could hurt him, knowing that he was
loved. He wouldn't let them down!


TBC


                             Desperation and Hope
                             --------------------


Chapter Twelve: Desperation and Hope

The preparations for the battle took on the whole week. At Monday and Tuesday
the Order members and volunteers of the parents arrived, together with most of
the former Seventh Year students. A lot of former Hogwards students and
Teachers, like Alastor Moody or Hagrid, who lived in France with Madam Maxine,
came back to defend the school, with them some of the students of Harry's year:
Padma and Parvati Patil, Justin Finch-Fletchly, all Weasley's except Percy, who
couldn't leave his office at the Ministry, Hanna Abbot, Terry Boot from
Ravenclaw and all Gryffindor boys, including Neville, who offered to work with
Madam Pomfrey, because he wasn't good at battle, but had done a first-aid course
over the holidays.

On Wednesday a big conference was held in the great hall, where everybody was
sorted into teams:

-	Healers, Madam Pomfrey as their head,
-	Tactics, Flitwick and Mc Gonagall as their head, together with Dumbledore, who
would leave them at the beginning of the battle to protect Harry and fight
Voldemort himself.
-	Second Line Fighters: the students and not that advanced fighters, led by
Arthur Weasley and Professor Sinistra,
-	Reinforcements and additional forces, led by Professor Vector and Alastor
Moody,
-	Aurors of the Ministry, led by Lucius Malfoy,
-	First Line Fighters, the members of The Order of the Phoenix, the advanced
Volunteers and other teachers, at their front Albus Dumbledore, Gabriel
Mc'Caughn, Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy (insisted) and the Boy-who-lived, Harry
Potter.

During the next two days the groups prepared for the battle. Healers collected
healing herbs, brew medical potions and practised healing-spells, while others
transfigured chairs into hospital-beds for the wounded, which might
unfortunately be quite a lot, considering the information over the huge amount
of evil forces going to be sent to battle.

Fighters of all groups practised in the classrooms and storage-rooms, while the
dungeons were changed into headquarters and storages for food and water, as well
as for the wounded, who would be brought under the earth, where it would be
safer. Nobody knew how long the battle would last in the end, but all tactics
were sure it would last for at least a few days, because the forces on both
sides were enormous. Deep inside the dungeons, plans were made, emergency
tactics discussed and defensive AND offensive measures created. The whole school
was as busy as a nest of bees, working here and there, always humming...

~

The evening before the 'Final Day' was spectacular in its own way. The
house-tables on the great hall were arranged as a long row and the people
sitting on both sides were chatting rather loudly, until Dumbledore, seated at
the head of the table, stood up. The silence was loaded with expectations of the
speech, when the headmaster began to talk:


"Dear ladies and gentlemen,

Students and teachers, fighters for the side of peace and light - friends!
We will face a great battle tomorrow. The fight will be hard we will have
losses, as we have now. Many of our people died in the wars fought against the
Dark Lord and some will in near future, but we have the chance to end it all
forever!

If we can win the battle, we can stop the killing and misery brought to us and
our families and friends. And we will stand up, we will fight and we will take
our chance! We are strong, prepared for the last battle, a battle that will
decide over the future of the whole Wizarding World and Voldemort will fall,
because we will hold together, allies and friends, hand in hand to fight for the
victory.

A victory of mind and body and soul. For freedom and peace, a whole, united
world, a place for us, for our children and grand-children to live in,
peacefully and in light, without fear and doubt, together for a new beginning, a
new time, a new age of glory and freedom for everybody! 

My friends, let's drink of a glorious and better future!"


People held up their goblets and with determined expressions on their faces they
touched glasses and drank of the future.

Draco smiled at Harry sadly, not wanting to think about what might happen. "Hope
for the best."

"And prepare for the worst."

"Promise me you won't back down!"

"I'm sorry, I can't, though I'll try my best to defeat him."

"I would die at your side."

"No, you won't! You shouldn't even be in the front line! What made Dumbledore
allow you to fight there anyway?!"

"I don't want to live without you - and I will protect you, even if it costs my
life! And dare to say anything against that!"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

A noise made them look up from their rather private conversation. It was Bill
Weasley, who smiled at them knowingly. "You won't loose each other, Dumbledore
and the others are looking after you and even Voldemort won't be able to stop
us!"

Harry sighed. "I'm afraid."

"Of not being able to defeat him?"

"No, of opposing him at all. Even if I can kill him, I am afraid."

"Understandable. You two should get to bed - these might be the last peaceful
hours for a while."

"You're right. Good night, Bill, greet your family from me, I haven't seen all
of them, I have been quite busy."

"Sure, goodnight!"

~

When they entered the bedroom, Draco suddenly pressed Harry against the next
wall. The dark-haired snorted. "What the hell are you up to?"

"This might be our last night together!" Draco scowled, but his voice shuddered
a bit too much.

"I know, -Draco, whatever happens tomorrow, I love you, more then I ever loved
somebody before!"

"I, too. Don't ever leave me, hear you!" he cried. Tears were flowing down his
cheeks and he held onto Harry painfully tight. 

The dark-haired boy put his arms around the blonde, trying to calm him. When
Draco's sobs ended eventually, he seated himself on the side of his bed, the
other boy on his lap, smoothing his back lovingly. 

Suddenly, Draco turned around and pushed him down, kneeling over Harry. He
brushed Harry's lips slightly, nipping at his lower lip, before he kissed him
hard and demanding, trying to suck everything out of his boyfriend. Harry moaned
loudly, pulling Draco closer to him, tongues battling inside each other's
mouths.

Draco pulled back in order to breathe and their eyes met, filled with desire,
love and - passion. 

Their mouth met hard again, bodies pressing against each other in unbearable
heat, pushing into the mattress.

"I want you!" Draco hissed between their kisses, panting heavily, "NOW!"


Harry's eyes glowed dangerously when he ripped Draco's robes away, exposing a
bare chest. Hands flew over buttons, opening and ripping apart and they quickly
had stripped down to their boxers. 

Draco's hands pushed under the waistband of Harry's boxers, pulling them down
partially, so that a line of dark hair got visible. The blonde bent down,
nuzzling his nose into the hair, kissing Harry's belly upwards to suck his
belly-button. When he twirled his tongue in it, Harry screamed out in pleasure,
his erection bobbing in his boxers. Draco smiled and kissed the spot again,
licking his way up towards one nipple. Harry's chest moved quickly up and down,
sweat forming all over his skin in eager anticipation. When Draco sucked the
sweet, reddish spot Harry's hips bucked up against his, erections rubbing
against each other.

He was in heaven. Nothing was comparable to this paradise. Over the last weeks,
he and his boyfriend had encountered some ideas of pleasure, but had never gone
further than kissing, hugging and eventually touching each other through their
clothing. But since the news of the attack, things had taken a new level.
Desperately, they had soughed each others comfort in brief encounters, involving
kisses beyond the clothing-level and one or two blow-jobs, when everything
outside the bed-curtains got too much for both of them. But none of these was
comparable to the blind passion they were feeling and reacting to right now.

Harry stopped thinking at once, when he felt Draco bite his nipple, urging Harry
to thrust against him for finding at least a bit of relieve. Draco's lips
continued their way to the other nipple, and when finished there back to Harry's
mouth, passing the jaw-line and the sensitive spot below his ear, momentary
licking the earlobe. Harry moaned again, this time desperate with need and his
hands, until know lying on top of Draco's hips, were moving up and down his back
now. A single finger hooked the waistband of Draco's boxers, slowly pulling them
down to the blonde's knees. 

The purple erection between Draco's legs itched painfully, when a rough hand
closed around it, pumping and stroking in a slow pace. The blonde moaned,
tightening his grip on Harry's shoulders while lifting his knees to let Harry
push the disturbing fabric away. He kicked it off and moved back to kiss Harry's
forehead swiftly, before kissing his way back down to the hairline direction the
way towards his goal. Harry squirmed beneath him and bucked his hips again.

Draco took the chance to pull away the boxers and could now fully extend the
ways of pleasure he had in mind for his beloved. But Harry didn't seem to
cooperate at first; trying to pleasure his lover, but Draco just took hold of
his wrists and held them in place over Harry's head. He found little approval in
his lover's eyes, when he told him to lay back, but the more need, when he bend
down to lick along the vein of the backside of Harry's cock. 

The black-haired moaned impatiently, but to no avail. Draco continued his
motions, licking and sucking the velvet skin, now slick with precum, tasting the
salty fluids. When he took the head of Harry's erection into his mouth, he
couldn't suppress a smile at Harry's helpless moans and pleas to stop teasing
him and let him come.

/He's quite vocal, our precious golden-boy is a little, dirty-minded slut! Who
would have guessed that?/, he thought, never stopping from sucking on Harry's
member, tacking the whole length into his mouth. Harry screamed under his
ministrations and bucked helplessly, pushing himself deep down Draco's throat,
but he didn't bother at all.

He sucked a last time, hard and forcefully, and Harry came. Draco swallowed and
licked over his lips. "Delicious!" before kissing Harry's belly. He was still
painfully hard and he gaped in excitement, when Harry smiled at him in an overly
seductive and dirty manner, leaving nothing in question by spreading his legs
and throwing his head back. "Take me, love. I need you! Please." Draco smiled
back. Harry was beautiful, lying in front of him, legs spread, waiting for HIM.
He took a deep breath before grabbing his wand and muttering a
lubrication-charm. His hand and member were now coated with a slick gel.

He quickly shot a look around and gathered two pillows from beside them, pushing
them under Harry's hips for a more comfortable position. They kissed again and
Draco slowly stroke down the cleft between Harry's bollocks, circling the little
hole, before probingly pushing one finger inside. Harry hissed at the uncommon
penetration in his lower body, trying to relax a bit. When he did so, Draco
moved his finger a bit, in and out, before adding another one, scissoring them
to stretch his lover bit by bit, until he could insert a third one, pushing
deeply. 

Harry groaned, when he met a special spot deep inside him. "There - oh yessss,
that's it, mmh..." Unable to form a sentence, he moaned again, pushing himself
further against Draco. The blonde kissed him again, licking his neck and biting
softly, marking his lover. "Ready?"

"Gods, yessss - fuck me already!"

"Sure?"

"Draco, I need you - NOW!"

Draco spread his legs a bit further and positioned himself between them. With a
last glance of Harry, he pushed the head of his cock against the opening and
entered his lover in one long move. 


Harry hissed at the sudden pain in his abdomen, but soon he relaxed again, when
Draco hit the secret spot inside him. The pleasure was overwhelming and soon he
found himself hard again, tightly pressed against the blonde, legs slung abound
him, hips moving in sync.

Draco's breath grew shallow, when he reached climax inside of Harry. The world
got a blur of colours, pleasure taking over his mind, when he released himself
deep inside of his love. Riding the last waves of ecstasy, he eventually pulled
out carefully, not to hurt Harry, and fell down next to him, cradling his
precious prince of light into his arms.

Legs tangled and curled up against each other, they pulled the blanket higher,
Harry quickly casting a cleaning-charm, before they fell asleep in each others
arms, peacefully, for the last time they could, trying to shut out the reality
for a few hours until dawn.


TBC


                                   Together!
                                   ---------


Chapter Thirteen: Together!

Harry stood, next to Draco, in a line of mostly older wizards. Professor Snape
stood on his other side, while Mr. Olivander checked their wands. "Ah, willow
and unicorn hair, 12 inches, good wand! Perfect treatment, I suppose, Mr.
Malfoy?"

"Yes, Mr. Olivander."

"Ah, good to see you, Harry! Yes, perfect - your wand is in a great condition.
It has to be, I fear."

"Seems so, Sir. I need it quite often."

"Yes, yes - ah, Severus. It's been a while since you came to my shop the first
time, but I remember it as if it was yesterday! Moorland Oak, 12 inches,
Unicorn-hair, mighty wand for a mighty wizard, indeed!"

Snape snorted and Olivander walked on, checking the other member's wands. Most
were in a good condition, though a few had to be repaired. At least, Mr.
Olivander nodded to Dumbledore, who held his wand out. "Please, here you are."

"Ah, I've never seen such a wand before. Self-made?"

"No, my mother did it."

"13 inches, mahogany, I suppose, but I can't identify the magical source inside.
What is it?"

"Pegasus-feather, rare, but it suits quite well."

"So this wand was your first? What about the wand I sold you 57 years ago?
Mahogany and Unicorn-hair, 10 inches."

"I use your wand for the daily things, this one is only for war, it's mightier
than the other one in my hands. As I said, it was made by my mother and she knew
what she did."

"I know, dear friend, she was my master after all!"

When Dumbledore wanted to answer something, a young wizard entered the hall,
hastily running towards the headmaster. "Dumbledore, sir! The Death Eaters were
located! They are over the channel now and will arrive in about six hours, maybe
even earlier! The French aurors followed them with some distance and will help
us to defend the school. Greetings from Madam Maxine and Hagrid, by the way.
Beaubaxtons stayed clear of an attack, so we will have to deal with the full
force of You-know-who!"

"Ah - I see, thank you Mr. Boot. We have to take care of the last unfulfilled
tasks. Harry, would you join me for a minute?"

"Sure, Professor."

Draco fell in step next to Harry, but Dumbledore denied his subtle request of
presence with a firm push towards the other students. Draco shot Dumbledore an
angry glare, but he stayed with the others, while the headmaster led Harry
towards the doors.

When they had reached a more private place to talk in Dumbledore's office, the
old wizard sat behind his desk, sighing sadly. "Many will fall today and the
next days, I fear. This is the last battle, even if some from whichever side
survive..."

"I know my place."

"Do you?"

"Yes. If I can't defeat him, then he will kill me. That's our fate."

"I fear I cannot change it. It hurts me deeply to see a student of mine fighting
such a battle, but we have no choice."

"I know, I'll give my best."

"Is there anything I can do for you?"

"A last request?" he teased.

"Quite, but I hope not."

"Yes, there is something. Can you watch Draco, I couldn't bear to loose him!"

"Hmm, I can't, for I will fight at your side against Voldemort, but I think
Professor Mc'Caughn is more then qualified to do that."

"I wished Draco would just stay safe in the dungeons, but he's a stubborn
donkey!"

"He loves you."

"I know, I love him, too, but it's so dangerous! I cannot look after him and
defeat Voldemort at the same time!"

"Keep the faith. We will look after him, but I can't promise anything."

"At least, if we die, we will most likely die together! Crazy, isn't it, that
something like that is such a calming thought?"

"The world is a mystery, Harry."

"Anything else?"

"Yes: Do you know what to do, when you face him?"

"No, I don't. But I WILL do something, and if it's the last thing I do -
literally!"

"Good luck, your parents were proud of you!"

"I don't know...maybe, they were."

"You are doing great, kick his silly butt, will you?"

"Professor, language!"

"Oh, fuck off! We'll fight a battle and I'm sick of the whole Dark
Lord-thingy!"

"Me too! We'll kick his butt!"

Harry left the office, not knowing if he should laugh or worry: Dumbledore
seemed rather - happy!? /It will be over, after all, no matter what happens,
he'll have his peace then! He has a right to be happy, if you think about it.
Crazy old coot!/

~

The first thing Harry saw, when he re-entered the great hall, was Hermione and
Ron, kissing heavily in front of everyone.

"Hi guys!"

"Oh! Harry!!!" Hermione said, blushing deeply, "We missed you!"

"I see. How are you?"

Ron smiled at him shyly. "Good, the circumstances..." but Hermione interrupted
him. "You look great - what happened?"

"I'm in love with the most brilliant and gorgeous boy in the whole world, and he
loves me back!"

"Oh HARRY, who is it? A Ravenclaw? Is he in Hogwarts? Do we know him?"

"Well, that is exactly the problem - you know him, but..."

In this moment, Draco approached behind him, hugging him tightly and kissing his
neck softly. "Mr. Wonderful is back!"

Harry turned towards his friends. "It's Draco."


Whatever Ron and Hermione had thought about their friend, now he had gone
insane. "Malfoy? You okay up there?" Ron shouted in disgust. "He's the son of
Lucius Malfoy - DEATH EATER number one!"

Draco snorted. "Obviously, Weasley, you have just arrived by now, or else you
would have known, that my father was a spy like Professor Snape, and even if he
wasn't - I'm not him, but myself, so don't judge me after somebody else!"

"I see - but Harry!" Ron said to his friend, "Why HIM?"

"He's different now, Ron. I know he was a git to us all, but things are
different now. Please be civil towards each other."

Ron wanted to say something harsh, but Hermione cut him short. "If you think so,
I don't mind, but if he hurts you WE WILL KILL YOU!" The last words directed
towards Draco, who nodded swiftly. "I know. Sorry for being a spoiled bastard to
you, but I had to keep an image, at least in front of the Slytherins. They can
be quite ignorant at times."

"I cannot believe you just said 'sorry', Malfoy, but we can hardly ignore that
you are Harry's boyfriend, so - it's Ron."

"It's Hermione, too, if you like."

"Draco for you two, but don't think I'll be a nice, friendly goody-goody, just
because I shag your best friend."

"Draco! Where do you think you are?" Harry shouted, highly embarrassed.

Ron stared at Draco. "You - you have...?"

"Ronald Weasley Harry and I are together since nearly three month and we might
die this evening - so what do you think did we do last night? I don't want my
boyfriend to die as a virgin."

"I'm not a virgin, Draco!"

"No, since last night surely not!"

"I haven't been before!"

"In that way, you have!"

Hermione tapped at Draco's shoulder. "Could you please stop yelling - people are
looking!"

"Oh - I don't mind, but Harry does, so: all right - I'll stop!"

"Thank you."

"Are you a virgin?"

Ron stepped between his girlfriend and the blonde Slytherin. "What does that
matter to YOU?"

"Is she?"

"No she's not - stop talking about her!"

Hermione and Harry looked at each other helplessly and shrugged their shoulders.

When Draco and Ron had cooled down, the four sat in a corner of the hall,
silently talking about 'issues', when Professor Mc Gonagall walked over to them.
"It's time, boys!", she addressed Harry and Draco, "Dumbledore is waiting for
you in the entry-hall. All first-line fighters are to meet there now, it will
begin soon! And, Potter, Malfoy - good luck! Come back safely!"

"You two are first-lines?" Hermione asked horrified, "But you are students!"

"Herm, I'm Harry Potter. There is a certain prophecy about Voldemort and me: if
I don't kill him today, then he'll kill me. Anyway - I promised Dumbledore to -
literally - kick his ass, so I'll try that. And Draco - he won't leave my side
if I chained him to a wall!"

"That was the prophecy last year about?"

"Yes."

"Why didn't you tell us?"

"No time. And I didn't really want to - sorry guys."

Ron shook his head. "You are the one to defeat the Dark Lord, and you didn't
tell us?"

"I'm sorry."

"No, Harry, you're not. It doesn't matter anyway - even if I wanted to stand by
your side - Mione wouldn't let me!"

"Perfectly right!" the girl said, "I don't want to see my love die!"

Draco sighed. "At least I can die with you, in case of that."

"I know - I love you, no matter what happens - be careful!"

"You tell ME that!"

"I do - I mean it! Don't do anything more stupid that you have already done by
following me!"

"'Tis not stupid! That's love!"

Ron rolled his eyes and got up to embrace Harry. "Look after yourself, mate. I
hope you can KICK HIS ASS!"

Then he walked to Draco. "You, too.", and hugged him shortly. The blonde was
stunned, but returned the hug. "Be careful, Ron."

Hermione smiled at them and kissed both boys on the cheek: "You'll do great - I
just know you will!" Tears formed in her eyes, but she straightened her back and
smiled. "We will do it - together!"

Then they left...


TBC


AN/ I listened to "1/2 Lovesong" from Die Ärzte (German band) and "Reamonn -
Star" if you hear these songs, you'll understand my mood while writing this!    
          

Cry: "so sad **sob***"


lCiel


                         A battle won, too much lost!
                         ----------------------------


Chapter Fourteen: A battle won, too much lost!

(Gabriel's POV)

It was around dusk when the Death Eaters appeared at the grounds on the other
side of the lake. Dumbledore led us out in a long row, shielded by nothing but
the creeping shadows. The sun set and the battle began...

It was hard, really hard. I can remember the figures of Dumbledore and Severus
raising their wands and screaming their spells to protect Potter, Voldemort
diving between the flashes of green light that are surrounding us. Everything is
green, bizarre, and grotesque. I can see Draco pushing Harry aside, Severus
jumping in front of me taking the Cruciatus, and me firing back at some Death
Eaters. Bodies all over the ground, shattered white masks lying beside
dark-robed corpses, next to people I knew.

Too many died, to many left lonely in the castle, women waiting for their
husbands who'll never come back!

I see Bill Weasley lying on the ground - dead. I just can prevent a spell to
kill Lucius, who's next to me at the moment, fighting against this sea of
Voldemort's servants. It gets chilly - Dementors are gliding over, but Potter's
patronus fights them back easily...

And then it's over in a way. Dead bodies all around us, and Harry, bleeding but
alive, shaking and standing there over his dead form. He is dead, Voldemort is
dead. The last Death Eaters fall and the sun slowly rises behind the mountains.

I embrace Severus tightly, but my gaze finds Draco Malfoy, pressed against his
love, crying helplessly, not able to look at the corpse beneath them, the blonde
hair red of blood, white skin dirty and mud all over his clothes. 

Lucius is dead.

Harry lives - so I fulfilled my mission...

~*~*~*~

(Harry's POV)

He lifts his wand, yelling "Avada Kedavra" at me. Something is in front of me, I
can't see what. I point my wand at him. "Expelliarmus! Petrificus Totalus!" It
works. His arms and legs snap together and he falls. I know I can't kill him
with the curse, it might not work. So I scream, knowing that it is a painful
death - if he dies! "Incendio Multudae!" His whole body is on fire. His wide
eyes scream, though he cannot move his jaws. A last glance in his eyes. His skin
gets black and crumbles. He screams, I scream...

He is dead.

I know, I can't feel his presence anymore. 

~

The first ray of sunlight falls over me and I see something blonde beneath my
feet. /No! Please let him be alive! Draco.../ But it isn't my beloved. "Lucius!"
I yell, kneeling beside him, but it's too late. Suddenly I realize who caught
the spell, knowing his sacrifice. 

I hear steps behind me and turn around. It's so quite suddenly! - Draco. He sees
his father. "No - dad..." he falls to his knees beside me. "NO!" He screams. I
pull him to me. "I'm so sorry - I couldn't protect him." 

The truth is: He protected me. 

I register people around, cheering, but grieving at the same time. It's over,
but I'm not the hero they want - it was him! And Bill, Percy and Lupin... My
head screams: /Why them? They should live and be happy, such friendly people -
my friends!"

But this is war - nobody wins, we only loose. But it's over now and Draco is
alive!


AN/ Snif - so sad. But the couples are still alive - sob - Luci dies the death
of a hero (a rather sexy hero >>> dead-tears flow**) I really don't like this
chapter, so I made it short.... Hate war! Loathe everybody who makes war -
brainless bastards!


              After the Shadows, in the lands of Light (Epilogue)
              ---------------------------------------------------


Chapter Fifteen: After the Shadows, in the lands of Light (Epilogue) 


//Two years later, Harry's POV//

Time passes quickly. The marks of the battle aren't visible anymore, but you
feel the horror of the last battle, when you walk over the smooth, green grass
behind the lake. The hills behind Hogsmead were turned into a graveyard,
gravestone next to gravestone, endless lines. Over 200 wizards and witched died
on our side, not to count the Death eaters, who must have been about 300 as
well. Here they lay next to each other, equal, and without hatred and war
between them. I wander over the hills to Bill's place under a huge tree.
Arthur's there. I greet him, he nods. He has lost two sons in battle, one
scarred for life. Charlie lost his right leg, it that was burst into bits by a
dark course, not repairable, even for wizard healers.

The whole world is scared, but we go on:

Gabriel and Severus got married four months ago. I couldn't believe my eyes,
when I saw Gabriel, dressed in something between a robe and a dress, all in
white, in that old Muggle-church near Hogsmead. The wedding was utterly
beautiful!

Draco smiles the whole time. He has gotten over it all eventually. I'm glad
everything worked out so well, since he's dead.

Albus has resigned his office as a headmaster the year we graduated - he's old.
He went back to his family estate near Liverpool, not far from Snape manor,
where Severus and Gabriel Snape live. They stopped teaching to enjoy family life
a few years, before returning to Hogwarts. Gabriel got the not-anymore-greasy
git to adopt an orphan child, whose parents were killed in the battle, the small
Sophia Snape. She's just as bad as her dark-haired daddy!

Ron and Hermione live with the other Weasley's currently, though I suppose
they'll look for their own house soon, since they want to marry in August!


And then there's Draco:

He is my life, my love. He's everything; my world turns mainly around him. He
always tells me that I should concentrate on my career: I have a contract with
the "London Eagles" at the moment and I'm doing quite well, actually! 

He works and studies at St. Mungo's. He will be a great healer in time. His hair
reaches his shoulder blades by now, but he won't cut it off - not that I mind! I
like the touch of it in my hands, when we... you know... have this incredibly
good sex!

I want to stay with him forever. Maybe I should ask him to marry me... - never
mind! Hey, we're just 19!!!


~the end~


AN/ >>> coward! Ask him!!! ^^

I hope you liked the story, though the ending is rather short. My apologies, but
what should I have written?! If I ever should write a sequel, which is Not
planned, it will be a short story about a wedding or sth. like that... if YOU
want to write a sequel: present your ideas to me and if I think they suit and
give you permission, you can do so!

Sincerely: lCiel


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