What hasn't been told von Kawaii_Fruit ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Flashback 1 ---------------------- Sheridan it had been, he remembered. Such a long time had passed but he could still recall every detail. It was the first time he had been that close to her ever since he got kidnapped. With a sigh he laid back on his bed. The images, sounds and her sweet scent mixed with the salty sea breeze came back to his mind, just as if it had happened moments ago... He felt her soft lips on his cheek and instantly froze. He kept staring at the smiling face of the young, blonde woman right in front of him. Her face remained just a few inches away from his. She frowned. "Asch? Are you all right?" He slowly shook his head, still not able to say a word. Why would she?!- "It was just a kiss on the cheek to say thank you, Asch. Remember, we used to do that quite often as children. It didn't bother you then." Finally he could move again and took a few steps back. "A-as children, yes! That was years ago! We aren't children anymore! J-just don't do that so carefree!", he muttered rubbing his flushed cheek. It wasn't that he didn't like it. In fact he really had enjoyed it. But sadly it was not possible. He had already let his past life behind. His family, his home... and her. Noticing her sad face, he regretted his reaction. Hurting her wasn't his intention at all. It wasn't her fault after all. He cleared his throat, suppressing the sudden urge to embrace the girl he always longed for. "Listen, Natalia. In our current situation something like this wouldn't work. It's too dangerous... and too distracting. I need to destroy Vandesdelcas disgusting plans before he can harm even more people." I just can't rely on that stupid replica, he silently added in his mind. "But after that... I'll keep my promise... you have been the one and only person who ever made me pinky swear after all... I don't think such a promise could possibly be broken." A small smile appeared on her unusually pale face. "You always hated that, didn't you?" "I still do." He smiled back. Back to reality he opened his eyes, wondering if she was still believing in the promise he had made once again on that day. But it didn't matter anyway. He had made his desicion. The dead should better stay dead... Kapitel 2: Flashback 2 ---------------------- Asch rolled to his side. He didn’t get much sleep lately due to all the memories circling endlessly through his tired mind. Almost one month had passed since he and his more than stupid replica had been brought back to life by Lorelei. He still couldn’t entirely understand how Lorelei accomplished that. His body had been pierced with three swords after all! But as much as he tried to remember, all he could recall was waking up near Hod. And to all of that he found himself lying next to that dreck. At least it seemed like he really had managed to stop Van. Staring into the darkness he sank into the memories… He opened his eyes, blinking confused. So this is death?, he thought, staring at the bright stars covering a clear dark nightsky. He certainly had expected something utterly different. With relief he noticed he could move normally, even if it hurt a little. His body felt heavy, almost as if something big kept sitting on his chest. Taking a deep breath he pressed his hands into the damp grass and pushed himself into a sitting position. Wait-, it crossed his still dizzy mind, I’m breathing?. His confusion growing with every second passing he pressed his index finger to his throat. A pulse? How is that even possible?! Unbelieving his hands started to feel around on his chest. The painful wounds were gone! Just as his former clothes were … They had been replaced by a black shirt and pants, both covered with red lines. Over that he wore a dark coat, cut open from the waist down to his ankles. A little similar to the clothes Luke had been wearing all the time, except to the fact that his new clothes looked kind of ragged. What in Loreleis name was going on?! “Heed my voice!...” The familiar sound sent a shiver down his spine. “You, who became the leftover ashes of the sacred flame…” Lorelei?, he answered. His mind was circling by now, not able to grasp a single clear thought. "I am the one you call Lorelei. You overturned the score I foretold and saved this world from destruction. Accept your life as a sign of my gratitude.” You say… I’m not dead? I’m alive?!, he burst out, still not sure if he wasn’t dreaming. Then what about the replica! And the others! Are they okay?! "There is no further need… for me to communicate with you… I need to restore… my power… Please protect the world… you created…" And with that the connection was gone, leaving a terrible headache. Lorelei?, he asked once again but was responded with silence. Rubbing his hurting temples he tried to settle the chaos of thoughts swirling through his head. So he wasn’t dead. Lorelei had resurrected him somehow and needed to rest now. He could see Hod from where he was sitting. Probably he wasn’t far away from Tataroo Valley. Eldrant had been floating close to the Ispanian Peninsula before he… well, got stabbed. A sudden whining sound made him look around in surprise. And there he was, lying right next to him, blinking into the moonlit scenery, adjusting his eyes to the faint light of the starry sky. The man who had stolen his place in this world. Luke fon Fabre. Why hadn’t he noticed that dreck earlier? Gritting his teeth Asch rose to his feet, stumbling in a lack of balance. He caught himself from falling back to his knees and silently cursed his legs for their unfamiliar weakness. Just how long had he been sleeping to lose this much strength?!   “Asch?”, he heard the replica ask. “Am I dead?... I have to be… Since you are here…” “No, we aren’t. You’re alive and I’m as well. Even though I don’t understand how that is possible. Lorelei brought us back.”, Asch responded with a slight annoyance. Explaining everything to that stupid trash was the last thing he needed to do now. He watched Luke sitting up. At least it looked like he wasn’t the only one having problems to control his own body. “We’re alive?”, Luke repeated looking around in unbelief. “Wait, how long have we been sleeping?!”, he suddenly cried out, his eyes widening in horror. “How should I now?”, Asch grumbled, following Lukes sight - and immediately understood what the replica meant. The complete ruin of Eldrant was covered in vines, moss and even bushes. It must have taken years to grow. In silence both kept staring at the huge complex that once had been floating in the air. Asch was the one to break the silence. “I’m leaving for Sheridan.”, he announced. Luke turned around, looking at him in surprise. “Sheridan? Why that? Why don’t we go straight to Baticul? Natalia and the others will likely be there!” Asch shot a piercing glare at his replica. “That’s exactly why I’m not going there. We’re both most certainly believed to be dead. Do you really think it would be a good idea to walk right into the capital like nothing happened? Adding to that we don’t know anything about what happened in our absence. I’ll gather information in Sheridan and decide what to do after that.” Luke still seemed to be in some state of confusion. It took him some time to answer but finally he opened his mouth. “Do what you want, Asch. I will go to Baticul. I promised my friends I’d come back and I’m going to keep my promise!” Asch narrowed his eyes, peering at the defect right in front of him. “I don’t care what you‘re doing but you better don’t - even - try to make me feel guilty. Breaking promises is not my intention. Don’t tell anyone you met me here. This is nothing for you to decide.”, he growled forcefully. Without paying further attention to the replicas dumbfounded face he turned around and slowly started to make his way up the hill covered with hundreds of Selenia flowers. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to go back to Baticul at all. He really didn’t intend to break the promise he made to Natalia. But considering the long time that had passed since he had left this world involuntarily everything may have changed. There wasn’t any guarantee he’d be welcomed back to Baticul if as nothing had happened. If someone is considered to be dead…, he thought to himself, there will likely be no one waiting for him to come back… people tend to move on… to forget what is gone… and to replace it by something new. He had been replaced once. Back then he had made the mistake to come back without any mental preparation and he had seen his replacement play and laugh with his family, with his fiancée, taking away his life. And it had hurt. He wouldn’t repeat that mistake… Kapitel 3: Flashback 3 ---------------------- Sheridan had been a good choice for his body to recover. Day by day he gathered more of his former strength. Still Asch shuddered while thinking about the journey to Sheridan. He had travelled all over Auldrant before but this time it had been a torture… His body felt awkwardly numb and exhausted. It didn’t surprise him at all. He had heard of this before. Often people who had been in a coma for a while weren’t even able to stand on their own. But he didn’t have any other choice anyway. It was a blessing in disguise Lorelei hadn’t taken away the little pouch filled with gald, he kept hidden under his clothes. Thanks to his former journeys around Chesedonia he knew the favorite campsites of travelling merchants. It didn’t take much time to locate one of them near Tataroo Valley. He convinced the merchant to sell him some of his supplies and left without any further rest. He didn’t have time to waste. After some terrible days and nights of stumbling around through the landscape of the Ispanian Peninsula, nearly fainting several times, he finally reached Chesedonia. He really could consider himself more than lucky for not running into many monsters. With all of his remaining strength he dragged himself to the inn. Barely awake he entered the room he had reserved for the night just a few moments ago and collapsed onto the bed. Maybe I should peek into that defects mind… , he thought, just to check where he is now. He tried to concentrate but without any success. Overwhelmed by exhaustion he fell into a deep, dreamless sleep… Waking up Asch groaned. Every inch of his body was aching. He felt like if a herd of giant rappigs had trampled right over his entire body while he had been asleep. Biting his lower lip he carefully sat up. In this condition he definitely wasn’t able to reach Sheridan any time soon. He could feel happy if he was able to just go out of the inn to buy some more supplies. He gritted his teeth and stood up. Staggering a few steps forward he tried to regain his lost balance. Finally standing still he straightened his clothes and took a deep breath. Precariously he made his way down the stairs and left the inn. Blinking into the burning midday sun he wondered about what to buy first. As he decided medical-supply had the highest priority in his current state of health, he dived into the crowd of people, eagerly hurrying around to get their shopping done. Looking around for the pharmacists market stall a familiar face caught his attention. Just a few steps away a young man was observing several different pieces of clothing. His ash blond hair had grown a little since he had met him last. Suddenly realizing his problem of travelling to Sheridan had probably been solved, he started following the young pilot with some safety distance. Trying to talk to him now would only end up in drawing undesired attention. After checking a seemingly endless amount of different stores, the young male eventually left the market. Clearly short of breath, Asch caught up with him near the town’s southern exit. “Excuse me-“, he panted grabbing the blonds shoulder. “There isn’t any possibility you could take me along to Sheridan, is there, Ginji?” The young man whipped round, facing the red-haired with a quite startled expression. “Who are-“, he began but suddenly fell silent, looking like he had seen a ghost. “You’re – How – Why- That’s impossible-!“, he stammered, his eyes widening in disbelief. Asch silently nodded and motioned his counterpart to be quiet. “I’ll explain everything to you as soon as we enter the Albiore.” Ginji hesitated for a moment, still scanning the familiar man with a wary gaze. Then he agreed. Shortly after they both were sitting in the Albiore, facing each other. “So it wasn’t just a rumor.”, the blond began, now a rather curious expression on his face. “A rumor?” Asch narrowed his eyes, wondering if Luke had already blabbered out his secret. “The people of Sheridan were whispering about the son of Duke Fabre. They said the hero of Auldrant came back to life right on the day of his coming of age ceremony.” So I’m officially an adult now…, Asch thought. This means I missed nearly two years. “But Asch, tell me, how is this possible? You’re both alive, am I right? How did you come back?” Torn from his thoughts, Asch looked back up at Ginji and shrugged. “You’ll have to ask Lorelei about that. We both woke up near Tataroo Valley a few days ago. Lorelei told me our revival was some kind of sign of his gratitude for saving this world. I don’t know more myself. But how the hell did that replica reach Baticul that fast? His state of health wasn’t any better than mine.” Ginji was smiling by now. “I guess that’s thanks to my sister. Noelle flew to Baticul a week ago. She had promised, she would take your and Luke’s friends to Tataroo Valley while your coming of age ceremony was held at the manor. They all refused to celebrate the ceremony in front of a grave.” “So that’s why…”, Asch grumbled. “They must have arrived right after I left.” “Why didn’t you go straight to Baticul anyway?”, he heard the young pilot ask. Watching him turn around to start the Albiore, Asch sat back in his rather comfortable seat. “I need to recover for a while. Furthermore I will gather some information first.”, he mumbled as he closed his eyes. “Say Ginji, what happened in my absence? Any major changes?” The engines began to roar as the Alboire III slowly lifted from the ground. Clouds of dust shot up and kept whirling around its wings. “Well…”, the pilot pondered. “Kimlasca and Malkuth both revived their research on fomicry. – Not to create any more replicas of course!”, he quickly added catching Asch’s slightly displeased glare. “They are trying to make this world a better place for originals and their replicas. If I’m informed correctly they currently are working on a solution for the so called ‘fonon disassociation’. I didn’t understand what they meant, but I overheard some of Sheridan’s researches talking about it.” Asch frowned. Fonon disassociation… Until now he had totally forgotten about it. Hopefully the solution would be found before the terrible pain would show up again. It really was kind of ironic. Just brought back to life a few days ago he was already worrying about dying once again. Looking back up, he noticed Ginji peering at him. “What’s wrong?”, he asked, slightly alarmed. The pilot cleared his throat and seemed somewhat nervous. “I guess there is one more thing I need to tell you.”, he started, apparently searching for fitting words. “Our dearly beloved princess Natalia, well, may become the queen anytime soon.” It hit Asch like a punch right in the face. Natalia becoming the queen? That meant- “What about King Ingobert?!”, he burst out. “The King suddenly fell ill some time ago. The doctors said it was nothing fatal. But still they prescribed him to rest. He isn’t allowed to be exposed to any kind of mental or physical stress right now. Since princess Natalia is the only heiress, he decided for her to become the rightful queen of Kimlasca as soon as possible.” Utterly shocked Asch stared at the young pilot. Natalia becoming the queen… that inescapably led to the fact she would be searching for someone to support her and to help her in always finding the right path. For someone to keep their promise in his place. For someone to become her king! Kapitel 4: Flashback 4 ---------------------- And there he was, lying on his bed, staring at the ceiling. Replaced once again, he thought with a bitter laugh. It was ridiculous. Maybe it would have turned out different, if he had chosen to go back to Baticul. But he hadn’t. It is better for her this way..., he kept telling himself, still pondering about the past few weeks… Right after their arrival in Sheridan, Asch had run off to the inn. Now sitting on the bed he tried to get rid of all the chaotic thoughts circling through his mind. Sending off the Dark Wings to gather information had become futile by now. Noelle had informed her brother pretty well about everything going on in the Capital of Light. She had gotten quiet close to the group in his absence. Even though nothing was officially announced until now, Natalia had told her about everything. Maybe it would have been better, if he had gone straight to Baticul as Luke and Ginji had suggested. Trying to calm the anger he felt rising, he started wandering around in the small room. He was already mentally prepared for a situation like this, but being honest to himself, he had been hoping he wouldn’t have to face it. Ever since he had seen that replica replacing him about ten years ago, he had sworn to leave everything behind. Not only for himself but for his friends and family. Even if it isn’t me… it’s fine…, it echoed through his mind. Clenching his fists he pushed away the painful memories. But what if everything repeated itself? What if Natalia had already chosen someone else, someone new she wanted to be with? If that was the case he would only make her suffer by showing himself to her. Taking a deep breath he closed his eyes, intensely concentrating. He needed to know. Natalia was the only person he had not been able to forget. As hard as he had tried, she always came back to his mind. Especially since he had met her again after their long time of separation. There was no doubt. It didn’t matter if he wanted to or not. He still loved her. Come on, replica, he thought, focusing on his opened fon slots. Suddenly his foggy sight cleared and he was looking right into a young man’s face through his replicas eyes. Silently he kept watching. It took him a moment to realize Luke was talking to Guy. “Luke? Are you all right?”, he heard him ask with a worried look, followed by a wince and a nod on Luke’s side. “You still have those headaches?” Luke rubbed his temples. “Actually this is the first time since I came back here.”, he murmured. “I guess I’d better get some rest.” Guy nodded in agreement. “I’ll be leaving then. See you later.” With that he left Luke’s room. Luke seemed to be waiting for him to be out of hearing range, then he relaxed. “Asch?”, he asked a little insecure. “Is that you?” No, this is Emperor Peony. - Of course it’s me! Who else?!”, his original answered, clearly annoyed by the stupid question. He had accepted Luke as a separate being after their fight on Eldrant. But that still didn’t make him less annoying in some points. “Don’t be so mean.”, Luke pouted. “Anyways, what do you want?” Suddenly unsure about his precipitous action he fell silent. Well-, he began and nervously ran a hand through his hair. Ginji told me that the King is ill. How is he now? “Uncle feels a little better. But he’s still very weak.” Asch paused for a moment, biting his lower lip. What about Natalia?..., he finally managed to ask, making it sound as casual as he could. Luke frowned. “There wasn’t much time for me to talk to her. She is very busy taking over most of her father’s work.”, he answered, his usually cheerful voice laced with worry. “I’ve seen her wandering around in the castle a couple of times though. She looks really tired and kind of… sad. When I came back she really seemed to be happy for a short time. But since then… it almost feels like she is avoiding me for some reason.” As Asch stayed silent, Luke continued his report. “Well, I guess since Guy is comforting her from time to time she will be okay.” Guy is doing what?! Startled by his originals sudden outburst Luke raised his eyebrows. “Comforting her? Well, like cheering her up, I guess. He visits her quite often.” I know what comforting means, you dreck! Are you really that stupid?!, Asch snapped back. “Well, it must be the genes.”, Luke countered. Oh just shut up!, Asch snarled at his replica and cut off the connection. Fighting down his rising anger he clenched his fist and hit the wall. “Guy Cecil?! Why he of all people?!”, he growled. Sinking back on his bed his anger turned into desperation. What in Lorelei’s name was he supposed to do now?... Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)