Sparkling Stars von Last_Tear ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Firework ------------------- A sigh left Uruha's lips while he entered his hotel room, still lost in thoughts. The concert had been amazing, just like always and somehow he still wondered, why he had made the decision not to get drunk with the others tonight – but well, now it was too late, they were surely gone already and he was just too tired to change clothes again after the shower he really needed now. No, once in a while he could also leave them on their own and it would be ok. When he finally looked up again after placing the key card in the card slot and turning on the light he nearly twitched back, starring at his bed. What the fuck? He wasn’t alone and for a second his heart skipped a beat, while his mind did it’s best to scare him – murderer to insane fangirl, every possibility flashed through his mind and then the person turned around and Uruha could feel how the relief rushed through him even he still didn’t understand the situation completely. “What are you doing here?” Toshiya laughed silently while he stood up slowly, stretching a little. “What does it look like, honey?” He didn’t leave Uruha time to reply, already pulling him close to kiss him and finally just pushing him down on the bed, leaning over him, with a nearly dangerous smile. “I missed you.”, the older one purred softly, licking a wet trace over the guitarists neck, before biting it carefully, causing a soft moan from the smaller one. “I missed you too!” Toshiya grinned, slowly starting to undress his boyfriend. “Of course you missed me honey.”, he whispered, stroking over the already hardening cock with his fingertips and just watched how Uruhas body reacted – eyes closing half, legs spreading a bit more, lips opening for a harsh breath and he couldn’t resist any longer, just kissed him again. He really was a damn lucky man, wasn’t he? There where so many fans who would kill to have one of them just for one night and they were just perfectly happy together. So what else was left there to wish for? Nothing, he just realized again, while pushing his tongue between the younger ones lips, inviting him for a little game. After some minutes they had to break the kiss again, breathing heavily and a smile found it’s way on Toshiyas lips. “Have I told you that you’re beautiful tonight honey?” Uruha just shook his head, blushing slightly and the other ones smile just widened before he leaned down to kiss him again. “But you are. Tell me, did you think of me tonight when you were on stage? When you did your fan service with the others, did you wish for me to be there instead? That it would have been me you were fooling around with?” A small shiver ran over the guitarists’ body before he slowly shook his head and looked away. “Liar~” The simple word was nearly purred into his ear and made Uruha just shiver much more before he looked up to his boyfriend again. “You know that I’m always thinking about you!” But before he could go on, he was silenced with a kiss again, his lover looking quiet amused instead of angry. “That’s nothing to be ashamed of honey~ I guess you may think about other things when Ruki is doing his show again.” It was a statement that he couldn’t deny. In fact he really thought about anything but his boyfriend when their vocalist started to lick his fingers again – or microphones. Or other things. Even he didn’t always had the opportunity to watch but when he could he couldn’t deny that he had to think about it how it might be when Ruki sucked him instead of his fingers. A shudder ran through his body when he felt lips closing around his cock, a tongue licking over his top, really slow and teasing and he couldn’t hold back a small moan. Damn it. Exactly like this. Even he knew it was Toshiya and not Ruki but just the imagination of it turned him on much more. “Hm~ Totchi~” A hand found it’s way into the hair of the bassist, clinging into it. When his boyfriend was good at something it was definitely driving him crazy. And not in a bad way. This tongue almost felt like heaven and Uruha couldn’t do anything but moan when his boyfriend kept licking and sucking his cock. Wriggling his tongue against the underside, the bassist drew another, deeper moan from the other one and grinned. Oh yes, he definitely knew what the blonde liked or loved and what he needed. And he knew exactly that all the smaller one needed now, was him. Or better his cock so he let go of him slowly, earning a frustrated whimper and laughed silently. “So needy, honey?” Uruha nodded fast, giving him one of his best pouts so that even Toshiya had to swallow. Damn it, but those lips nearly screamed to get something to lick or suck – but not now. No, playtime was definitely over. And before his boyfriend could protest he had kissed him again, harder this time, slightly biting the lower lip before pushing one of his fingers and his tongue in this obedient body nearly at the same time. The guitarist wondered where his boyfriend had gotten the lube from but he didn't really have time to think about it when the other one started moving his finger and playing with his tongue again, adding a second and a third finger just after some moments, spreading them and teasing the other ones prostate. It didn’t take long and Uruha was panting and moaning, definitely too aroused to keep his moans down any longer even someone might hear them now. But he just couldn’t care less when he reached for the older one again, whimpering silently. “Totchi please…I’ll do anything but fuck me now. I need you!” Usually it wasn’t that easy to make him beg for something, especially not for sex because usually others had to beg for sex with him – or better his boyfriend had to, but now, that was just too much to stand. And he wanted his damn release and he wanted it now. A smirk appeared on the bassists face before he slowly pulled back his fingers and took place between Uruhas spread legs. Luckily they had both agreed to get tested so condoms weren’t necessary anymore. And it just felt better, he realized every time they had sex. Still it felt like an eternity to him until Toshiya finally pushed inside him slowly, kissing and licking over his thigh, made him gasp and moan again. “Fuck~ have you always been that tight?” Uruha just whimpered, scratched over the other ones back while he tried to move against him – fuck he just needed that right now. “Shut up and fuck me”, he gasped, moaning when Toshiya pulled out nearly completely before snapping his hips forwards again. “Ah~” A grin found its way on the lips of the older one before he repeated the movement. “Just like that?” The guitarist nodded fast, not caring about anything any longer if he’d only got what he wanted. And it just felt so good when the older one started trusting finally. He really had missed him, he realised or at least his body had. Because it didn’t take long until he was squirming, trying to get him deeper and deeper inside his body. And Toshiya just knew exactly how to drive him crazy, hitting all the best places inside of him and made him moan and whimper. Why the hell did it feel so good? Why? Every single time they had sex, maybe Ruki was right and they already were addicted to each other but fuck it, he just wouldn’t wanna have it any other way. It was so perfect. He couldn’t think properly anymore, nor breathe, only gasp and moan and scream. And still, it wasn’t enough. Toshiya couldn’t hold back his moans and if anyone of their bands would have been around he would have known so exactly what they did. A little switch of the angle and Uruha had to bite the bassist’s neck to suppress another scream, while his body tensed up completely. Scratching over the other ones back he left red marks while stars started to dance in front of his eyes. Soon, he had to let go to be able to breathe again, his head already spinning from the sensations and the lack of air, making him feel dizzy and even hornier if that was possible. “God, Totchi~” Another hard thrust against his prostate and it was too late for him – a mixture of a sob and a scream left his throat while Uruha was coming hard, pushing the other one over the edge, too. Fuck. When he tried to speak, his voice gave up and all he could do was to let out a shaky breath, cuddling together while he still felt Toshiya filling him and gave him a tired smile. Damn that had been good. More than good, obviously because he would have serious problems with sitting down tomorrow but he couldn’t care less. Especially when his boyfriend finally pulled out of him, laying down next to him and pulled him in his arms to kiss him again, gentle and soft now, making it easier for him to relax again. Well, he surely would be able to sleep now, since he could barely keep his eyes open. “I love you honey.” A weak smile found it’s way on his lips when Uruha mumbled “I love you too.”, before his body gave in completely, drawing him in the bliss of sleep with the other ones arms around him, making him feel safe and comfortable and very loved. Kapitel 2: Relaxation --------------------- Kai closed his eyes for some moments and took a deep breath. One day, one fucking day, both guitarists wouldn't be that lucky and get away with nothing but a right royal dressing down which they didn't even seemed to take serious and that was what upset him even more. Why did they never listen to him? Bad enough that Ruki had shown up with his new boyfriend who was at least a really nice guy, that he had to admit. But well. Luckily there hadn't been any problems on stage - he knew he would have flipped out even he was normally the guy who kept cool, no matter what happened. Maybe they even did it on purpose, Kai wasn't that sure anymore because nearly every time he walked into the studio they were making out and it took him all his inner strength not to throw his drumsticks at them or shove them up their asses until they couldn't sit anymore. Even he wasn't sure if Uruha would might enjoy this, but well. No, he really didn't want to think about his bandmates anymore. Not yet. Or best never ever again. It was frustrating. Something touched his shoulder and he nearly jumped up, starred at Reita somehow shocked. "You didn't hear me, did you?" The other one said with an apologizing smile and Kai just shook has head. He really didn't hear him, besides when did the rest leave? The older one chuckled, pulling him in a soft embrace. "You know, sometimes you are just too cute, Yutaka. Mind if I bring you home?" The drummer needed some seconds, first trying to figure out why Reita called him by his birth name and second to react to this offer. He was tired, that was true and also he didn't feel like driving anymore even that meant he had to come here to get his car tomorrow but right now he didn't mind at all and just cuddled a bit more to the other one who still held him close. A hand started stroking over his back softly and he felt like all the tension that had built up over the day was falling off and a smile appeared on his face. "Don't tell me you wanna sleep right here and now, ne." The bassists voice brought him back to reality and he grumbled slightly before letting go of Reita to get his things. "Not with you.", he replied drily, stretching a little before lifting up his bag. And froze when a warm body leaned over him, teeth snatching for his ear lobe and a hand caressing his thigh. "Are you sure about that?" Kai twitched, gasping for air as the other one bit his earlobe nearly carefully, his whole body tensing up again. "Akira…" He didn't even had the time to protest before he was pressed against the next wall, the bassist smiling at him really evil now before he just kissed him. And without thinking anymore the brunette kissed him back, clung into his shoulders to pull him closer. In the end he didn't even know how long they had been kissing, only that it wasn't enough. Not for his body and not for now. And as if he head read his mind, a hand slipped into his pants, stroking over his cock really soft but it was already enough to make him moan. "Poor boy. You've been quiet lonely the last months, right." Kai didn't answer but his body's reactions told the older one everything he needed to know. "No one to take care of you, Kai-chan." A shudder went down his spine as this words where whispered right into his ear before a warm tongue licked over it and he nearly whimpered as the grip around his length tightened just made it harder for him to keep standing. "Akira, please…" He didn't even know for what he was begging now, but if the other one would leave him like that he would never ever even think of talking to him again for sure. "Yeah honey, want me to fuck you?" Kai swallowed before he shook his head and looked down, blushing. No, that wasn't really what he wanted. Or at least maybe it was, but he wouldn't admit it. Not that easy. The bassist laughed, and lifted up his chin before kissing him again, but this time nearly gentle. "Oh, little Kai-chan wants to fuck me instead?" Now he must looked really confused, and in fact he was, because all of them knew that Reita was just too much macho to let anyone come near his ass. So he shook his head again. Not that he hadn't dreamt about it but no. Reita was no one to let others fuck him. "Good boy." Was purred into his ears again, made him shiver once more and when the hand around his cock disappeared he whimpered and looked at him with puppy eyes. But his opposite didn't seem really impressed, stroking through his hair before he grabbed it, pulling Kai's head back, leaning forward to place a row of kisses over his throat before biting the skin really soft, made the drummer moan again. "Suck me." Reita whispered, already unzipping his trousers and the brunette got to his knees nearly immediately, to pull the other ones shorts down, too. And even the blonde hadn't been hard before, it took Kai just some minutes while he was licking and teasing his cock with his tongue, to make him moan, clinging into the drummers hair and made him moan as well. Damn it. He didn't even care about where they were right now, he just wanted to feel the bassist deep inside him, making him scream his name until they both weren't able to do anything else than breathing. So he let go of the other one again, pulled him close to kiss him hungrily. "Fuck me Akira." he whispered against the older ones lips before biting them and moaned when Reita scratched over his hips. "Here?" The other ones grin made him swallow again but he nodded. "Get on your knees." Kai shuddered with pleasure when he realized that even the other ones voice was now a little raspy before he obeyed slowly and when he felt a lubed finger entering him slowly he couldn't do anything but moan. Again, Reita leaned over him, kissing his way over his back and when he bit his neck Kai gasped for air. Another bite made him moan again and he could hear a soft chuckle. "Sensitive spot?" And as he nodded, he just was bitten again, nearly screamed while Reita's teeth buried deep into his skin, made it nearly break. Even the pain had made him twitch a little it was soon gone when a wave of pure please spilled through his whole body just when two other fingers where pushed inside him. The bassist continued widening and biting him and left Kai whimpering with need when he finally pulled out his fingers. "Akira, please." And he didn't have to wait much longer, before the other one entered him with one movement, made him scream again. Damn. Kai shivered, wished dearly to have something to bite now, because he just knew that he couldn't stay silent if Reita went on like this and that they would been caught sooner or later. He took a deep, shaky breath and before he could ask the other one for something the bassist handed him some clothes and Kai didn't care what it was, was just thankful to have something to muffle his moans at least a little. Even it was nearly impossible because when Reita hit his prostate after some moments he could do nothing but scream the other ones name, gasping for air, while he was nothing but a toy in the elder ones hands. Fuck, but it felt so good. He didn't care anymore if they would get caught he just wanted this night not to end anymore. The rythm was quiet hard now and even Kai knew that he would barely be able to sit tomorrow he didn't mind at all because this was all he wanted right now. Yes, Reita had been right earlier, he had been quiet lonely in the last few months and normally he didn't like One-Night-Stands so the drummer had decided to better stay alone for his own good - a bad mistake he realized now. He was so hard and yet so close even he didn't want to come so soon but also knew that if the other one would go on like this that he wouldn't be able to hold back anylonger. "Akira…" Finally Kai had had to let go of the clothes again if he didn't want to suffocate himself, nearly whimpered while the other one just trusted harder into his body, really trying to hold back now. "We should finish this." Reita murmured, while leaning over him again to kiss over his shoulderblade and that was it what did it for him. With a silent scream he came hard over the other ones hand, hadn't even noticed that it had been wrapped around his cock before and his vision nearly turned blank for some moments. God Damn. When he opened his eyes again, he could feel his body being in a warm embrace and the bassist smiling at him, still breathing a bit hard. "You ok, honey?" Kai could do nothing but nod, pretty sure now that he wouldn't be able to get home on his own, cuddled to the other one just much more, but finally a grin found it's way on his face again. "Aki-chan?" The older one flinched a little, stroking through his hair and the drummer closed his eyes again, instinctively nuzzling to the touch. "What about you bring me home and we repeat this?" Reita just needed some seconds, before he started laughing silent, turning the drummers head carefully to kiss him once more. "You're crazy honey." And Kai just smiled. Kapitel 3: Reluctant Heart -------------------------- Toshiya swallowed, licked over his dry lips. This was too much closeness, really too much. Even it was maybe only on his mind. A short glance to his friends showed him that Kaoru was leaning against Dais shoulder now, obviously relaxed with closed eyes so that everyone who didn't know him would have said that he was asleep. But Toshiya knew better, they all knew better, the older one had told them often enough. For him it was no difference wether he had his eyes open or not , not anymore. Kaoru was blind for nearly ten years now thanks to a car accident and even it had been hard in the beginning he had finally managed to get used to it, was still playing the guitar and maybe a bit better then before. And he indelible belonged to Daisuke now almost since ten years and this relationship was one of the reasons that Kaoru never gave up his life after the accident and that he managed to replicate his daily life somehow. Even though it has been hard, really hard. They all knew it, they were the ones who had to feel it the most.But even if Kaoru would never tell, there were still situations in which he was helpless and had to rely on his friends. Like now, when they had decided to celebrate the success of their new album in a bar and not in their haunt. The man with the purple coloured hair sighed silently, let go of his boyfriend and stood up, slowly and a bit insecure. Immediately he was focused by four pairs of eyes, because after all he still refused using some aids. In this point he was just too stubborn. „Where do you want to go?“ Again, a sigh left Kaorus lips before he focused on his boyfriend. No one would really recognize that the leader of Dir en grey was blind, even though this was nothing but the result of years of hard training. „Loo.“ Toshiya nearly jumped up before one of the others could even react. That was his chance and he had to use it because he doubted that he would ever have the opportunity to be alone with Kaoru again. So he carefully laid his hand on the other ones shoulder. „I’ll bring you there.“ The inner fight of the older one was easily seen, but then he just gave in. What else should he have done? He didn’t really knew where he was and the possibility to run into something or someone was just too high. So it was the easiest way if he just swallowed his pride once more. „Ok.“ As silent as the word was spoken, for the bassist it sounded almost like a wedding promise, before he carefully took the other ones arm, leading him to the toilets. It was strange, but every time he got the opportunity to touch Kaoru, his heart was beating much faster and he felt a tingle in his fingertips. Toshiya didn’t know anymore when he had started to feel for his Leader like that, but it seemed like an eternity for him, always with the certainty that he would never been loved the way he loved the other one. But still, every day he exposed himself to this agony, let his heart break over and over again when he saw, how happy his two friends were together. But today was the evening when he would finally get what he wished for so long. Unconsciously his grab had became tighter, but he just realized that when Kaoru gasped for air and tensed up a little. Nearly immediately he let go of the other one, but that idea was even more stupid, because now Kaoru was really helpless for a few seconds. Because of the alcohol he was already staggering around and stumbled into Toshiyas arms. „I’m sorry.“ The bassist smiled soft, was almost radiating while he was holding the other one carefully, taking a deep breath. „It’s okay.“, he whispered silently and hid his face in the others man’s hair for a moment. For so long he had wanted to be so close to him, holding him in his arms, so these few seconds were already enough to inflame the desire inside of him again. Actually he wasn’t the type to steal a boyfriend, but he wanted to know how it was to kiss Kaoru, just once, to know how it felt to be close to him in that way. And if not now, when then? Kaoru didn’t move at all and Toshiya couldn’t resist but placing a kiss on the other ones neck, nibbling the skin carefully which left the other one gasping. But the older one didn’t struggle so that encouraged Toshiya to go on, placing merely kisses on the other ones skin made it feel like the wings of a butterfly. Instead of struggling Kaoru leaned back his head, leaned himself a bit more to the body behind him and turned his head a bit so the bassist had more space to go on. „Toshiya…“ the guitarist’s voice was nothing more but a breathless gasp, which let the other one develope goose bumps and without thinking any longer, Toshiya pushed his friend against the wall and kissed him languorously. He wasn’t expecting that Kaoru would join in the game because he absolutely wasn’t the type to betray his boyfriend, but when Kaoru kissed him back after some moments, Toshiya let consciousness fade for the rest of the evening. It was, as if a firework exploded in his stomach as they carefully intensified the kiss and when their tongues touched for the first time, the bassist gasped roughly and moved one leg between the other ones legs and got a husky moan in respond. Toshiya felt how Kaorus slender fingers clung into his shoulders and he shivered. Never, never ever he would have thought that he’d be allowed to touch the other one like that. But now they were standing here in a bar, somewhere in Tokyo, in a stupid toilet, pressed together and they were kissing, without having a clue what they were actually doing. But maybe that was exactly the reason why no one thought of the consequences, much less of stopping. Kaoru gasped when he felt Toshiyas cool fingers on his hot skin and arched his back to get more of the touch. The bassist stroked over his back until his fingers rested on the other ones hip. A moment he hesitated but then he broke the kiss, both were breathlessly gasping for air. Toshiya watched the other one, his lips slightly opened, flushed cheeks and his head leaned back a bit. Something about this gesture made Toshiya finally throwing away all reason and he kissed the other one again, this time harder but only for a moment. He laid his lips on Kaorus neck, let them wander up to his ear, licked over it and finally nibbled his earlobe a bit. Kaoru gasped and moaned slightly restrained, just as if he still regret the situation. But Toshiya took them from him by simply laying his arms around Kaorus waist and lifting him up. The other one gasped in surprise and wrapped his legs around Toshiyas hips whereupon the other one groaned and he moved their hips together, biting the sensitive skin of Kaorus neck again. Kaoru managed to open his and Toshiyas pants, letting them slide down so that the other one wasn’t able to let go of the smaller one. Toshiya groaned when he felt Kaorus fingers touching his erection through the fabric of his shorts and leaned down his head to bite the other ones neck again. Kaoru wrapped his legs tighter around Toshiyas waist and shivered, as he felt the other ones fingers on his lips. He licked over them, sucked one of them into his mouth and moaned, when the younger one moved his hips so that their crotches touched again. Toshiya gasped when he finally took back his fingers and stroked down over the other ones back before he finally eased one of his fingers inside of Kaoru, what made him moan and pull the bassist closer, leaning back his head and biting his lips. Toshiya moved his finger slowly before adding a second and a third one, widening him in a way which left Kaoru moaning and whimpering. When the taller one finally pulled back his fingers and positioned himself, Kaoru just clung into him much more and when he felt the sensation of Toshiyas cock inside of him, he barely could hold back a scream and had to bite the bassist’s neck to keep calm, at least a bit. Both of them were breathing hard, clinging into each other and as Toshiya first started to move, they were already so far behind the point of no return. His movements were still soft at the beginning, but when he heard Kaorus husky voice, whispering: “Harder”, he couldn’t hold back anymore and thrusted harder into the smaller body, hitting his prostate over and over again while Kaoru clung into Toshiya nearly desperate, crying out his name. “God, Toshiya, Please!”, Kaoru whimpered, when the other one nearly stopped moving for a few moments before he pushed back inside him again really hard and Kaoru screamed, scratched Toshiyas shoulders bloody and clung into him much more before he came harder than he ever came before. Toshiya moaned as he felt the smaller ones muscles clenching together around his cock and he moved faster when he felt the orgasm growing inside of him. After some final thrusts he groaned, bit Kaorus neck and came, deep inside of his lover. A few minutes they just stood there, gasping for air and trying to get back to reality somehow. Then Toshiya let Kaoru down to his feet, really careful and dressed up again, but avoiding to look at the other one. They shouldn't have done that but damn, why had it just felt so right? Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)