senseless occupation von P3rs3phon3 (creepy cookie brain escape) ================================================================================ Kapitel 3: Happy Past Valentine ------------------------------- 17.02.2009 13:23 message to Drake last week´s sleepless nights and plessure all for your sake You´re able to make a women smile and cry at one time... You can twist her around your finger... You can swear your love without thinking your emotional speech over... You can talk and write about things you´d never do in reality forgetting to tell her... Pretending to be the hard and bad guy she never wanted you to be... You can leave her in a false illusion of love... Till its too late... But the worst thing is that this woman isn´t even angry about it... She loves her loveable small baka under the dark cover of strength... And she will wait even for the bad answer of decision against her... She will stay beside you... Caring for you... If there´s ever no space left under your wings... She will fly up above you and the ones you´re going to save in future... She will spread her wings to save you all and shield you in times your wings seem to break under the selfmade weight... Not caring of herself even if its stupid... But she´ll offer anything that nothing happens to you... Like her nee-san she will still smile and let the world wonder why... Because she´s happy just being with you... her smile a sword cutting through doubt and fear... You´re in the inner circle of her heart... A place where just a few people´s existence is justified... Not much space left for anyone new even though her heart is sometimes said to be unbelievebly huge... She doesn´t know if that´s right... But in the outta circle there´s soon nearly an overpopulation... There are so many people meaning together everything to her... Chained on the buttom of her heart are the few hatred ones who tried or are still trying harm her beloveds... The most unforgiveable crime...especially hurting her dearest persons... (Burn and die there buddies...) ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ So now you know more about the strange ways my heart`s constructed... I don´t know why I was talking in the third person all the time...excuse it... It´s up to you now to guess where you are right now... Maybe in the inner circle... A clue: Three persons being there will never be able to read this here @ animexx... Oh by the way @ the one definately knowing that he´s meant in the first passage: As long as you´re not sure about anything don´t speak about love again in front of another women if you don´t want to hurt her... Don´t speak about things you don´t want to do in fact forgetting to clear this... Hearts are flying faster to your feet as you think... Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)