Forest of fear   von Sanko
                           (You must help us Luffy)
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                          Kapitel 11: End like this?
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No. I can’t believe, what happened. Is all this real? Did this all happen? No.
I can’t believe. I don’t want to. This couldn’t be the end of our long
way. We came so fast and now it’s over? No. This can’t be. I stand up and go
to them. My friends. My mates. My life. Without them I wouldn’t stand here.
Alive. They became a peace of me. My crew and I, we are peaces of the really big
puzzle of our dreams. WE only can make them true together. I fell down in front
of them. They did what I want. They stood together. But this was not necessary
in the end. They didn’t make it. They... no. I don’t want to say, don’t
want to think this. But the voice inside of my head tells me that my eyes
don’t lie to me. I only see what happened. They died. All of them… died. Now
I know what this feeling is. The feeling to lose someone. It’s a really bad
one. This feeling is bad and only this. Being alone is… painful. Tears run
down my face. I’ve lost them. I close my eyes. Now my dream is out of reach.
And my dream is now the least thing I want to reach. What’s a dream, if you
can’t be happy with someone about it? Nothing. Then I hear someone laughing.
The devil. I turn around: „What do you what?” I’m really, really angry
now. The devil is on his feats. I haven’t thought he would stand up one more
time. But that is not important. All anger leaves my face and my mind. It makes
place for sadness: “If you want to end it, do it!” The devil is laughing:
“You want to die? You can. But you won to me. I can’t touch you.” He looks
really angry: “I want you to die, but can’t touch you.” Not only this last
think will someone do for me. Why? Why is live so bad? „There is one way.” I
look to the devil. What does he mean? “You can rescue your friends!” I jump
on my feats: “What? How? Tell me!“ „I will make a deal with you. Your live
for them. They will go. You will stay.” I look to my friends. I can safe them.
But... NO. I will do it. The devil laughs on. He knows what I will do.
“Deal,” I scream. My legs go on themselves to my crew. I fell sown in front
of Zolo. His swords. With no emotions I take it and look at it. It’s a really
good sword. I never told all of my mates that I really needed them. Now it’s
too late. I point the sword at me. This is the right think to do. All of them
will live on. I must do it now. It’s heavy painful, but I push the sword into
my body. My eyes get darker and my power is gone I fell down. My live is over
now. I must smile. I never thought it will end like this. But die for my crew is
the right now. The same time the others started to move, my eyes become black.
So I saw them alive one last time.

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