Denial   von <span style='color: gray;'>abgemeldet</span>
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                               Kapitel 1: Denial
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Ok, that's my first attempt to write something in english
don't be too harsh^^'

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Though at our first meeting I was more than terrified, I thought that he was
gorgeous.

Somewhere in the back of my mind
secretly I know you will find
me amongst the blushing and glow
deep beyond the things I don't show

At our second meeting I still thought that he was gorgeous. And an arrogant ass.

Actually he seemed to be quite a lot of things.

mysteries a beautiful thing
what a gift a woman can bring
never let it out just like that
let him slowly figure it out

Of course I didn’t tell him. I never did.

how can a flower bloom just over a day? 
and at night
you gotta let the water drain in

And suddenly it was too late. I never wanted to fall in love with him. I mean,
honestly, I can’t remember a single minute in this whole fuckin’ week he
wasn’t about to kill us both.
Being with Jace was dangerous. He was dangerous. Very much so.

I didn't wanna fall in love with you
I didn't wanna know the things I knew

He kissed me. In Hodge’s greenhouse. 
And then Simon told me he loved me. I though I had to die. Did they want to make
me choose? I loved Simon like a brother. But when Hodge handed Jace over to the
enemy, I knew I loved him more.
Was it that obvious? Was that the reason why Valentine had to rub in that he
wasn’t just mine, but Jace’s father too?

it wasn't till I looked into the mirror
 
I was in love with my brother. I’m so disgusting! There was no way I’d tell
anyone that my feelings were still the same as before.

And anyway, I blame puberty.

denial. 

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i hope it wasn't too bad^^
pretty short and not the whole song, but i like it that way

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