My Decision   von -Eliza-
                              (Decision of Love)
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                                  Kapitel 1: 
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No, nothing belongs to me, not the people, just nothing... belongs all to
tolkien *breakingintotears*

English is not my first language so excuse any mistakes.

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I’m riding, I’m riding to the Grey havens.
I’m riding away from all that I knew, from all I wanted ... why ... just why
am I doing this?
I don’t even understand it myself, and still ... I do.
I don’t want to see, go through, all the things my ada saw.
I can’t do that ... I can’t ... and still...
I will never see him laugh again, will never see him looking into my eyes with
all of his love...
I can’t, I can’t ride away from you ... and still I do.
Oh, why can’t somebody take away this decision.
But you have, he, adar, has, I realise.
You both have ...
Then I see something out of the corner of my eyes.
I see a boy which is running to ... you, to you melethron.
I see how you sweep him up, smiling at each other.
I see the evening star, which is hanging around the boys neck.
I see the evening star, which I gave to you out of love, as a promise.
I see my love for you hanging around the boys neck.
I see our love hanging around our sons neck.
I see our son.
I see all what could be...
And as I see this, I know what I have to do.
And as I see this, I remember that I have given you my love ... a promise.
A promise that is mine to fullfil.
So I’m turning around.
So I’m riding back.
To you my love.
To my promise.
To my future, which I fear no more, which I’m ready to face.
For I have made my decision,
The decision of love.

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meleth=love(male lover)
ada=father
Hope you liked it, I know it is nothing special, but it just kept to come to my
mind everytime I saw this scene.
R&R
~littejewel667~

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